Manifesto

the feeling work is the only work and the
feeling body that is me is my art
is my ultimate creation that is
always a single work in progress

with no waste and no expense it is the perfect project

I

is the masterpiece

I

as the masterpiece

god like me

god like me god is me
which is infinite
they
we

are one and the same
and that is nothing
and everything all at once.

here or there

it’s kind of like a puzzle
because the mind is
so

addicted

to thinking
to thinking
it can figure everything out
so like the puzzle
is to trick the mind
and its the mind that even
thinks its a puzzle

because it’s really not

it’s simple

it’s not a puzzle

it’s a switch

there aren’t pieces or steps
or

clues to figure out
or codes to crack

it’s a flip of the switch
on or off
in our out

here or there.

the more i dig

not dig but
allow that feeling to rise to the
surface
the more i feel the

dried up
papier mache
crack away revealing
the creamy

infinite

middle

brokenness

when the water isn’t moving

the essence is glass
and the mind breaks it

but without the mind imposing the brokenness

it reverts to glass

there’s no fixing of

mending of the glass
putting the glass together
there’s just the glass and then

belief that it is broken

or not

when you know it’s not broken
when the essence isn’t in pieces

then it’s glass.

rise

my mind and heart
hold the

puppet strings and as
i elevate them

they lift
the veil.

as they rise the
veil is lifted and they rise

simply by not being weighed down

not that i lift
them but i allow them

to rise.

none of that

i’m nothing
i’m everything
and i’m certainly

not what i spend most of my time
thinking i am

i’m more than that
i’m less than that i’m none of that
i’m none of anything
detached from everything
but then what is
the point there isn’t one

Energetic Weight

train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

deeper

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel

calm

at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness

the one that took that helicopter

unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see

seeing it as a

dissected

erector

set

all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but

the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is

was the exact

perfect
combination
to make

a helicopter.

critique

don’t confuse critique

with talking shit
or hating

or black magick

critique
is a discussion
of the

validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies

and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique

to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better

more relevant
more delicious

if art isn’t bringing forth
critique

it’s banal.

only good art is
worth speculating

Both

to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow

flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white

from the black

allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen

become the inbetween

become both
transcend both

lift up
above black and white

where there isn’t either
and there’s always both

separate from

separateness

Sledding

so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side

and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun

and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like

well

i have to climb this hill to do that
again …

that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill

i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing

i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill

which is really not that
hard

and it builds up
the release

it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport

so inherently

it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it

becomes fun

just accepted as part of it

neither good nor bad really

just part of it

am i really doing the work or just saying i’m doing the work

i know the best way to
‘make progress’

is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like

i’m always

trying

to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no

matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like

i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way

aways but

then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it

it’s not about trying

it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying

this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here

but how

stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like

i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god

how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it

i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it

it’s there.

poof

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with

my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and

i know that nothing
is ever acting on me

it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like

don’t like it

that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof

i don’t have a problem anymore.

The Back Yard

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

as long as i am

sending a signal of

not
having
something

that is what life
will show me but when i

change
my
tune

i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing

to look
at it

the power of me

the power of complete theh power of complete

allowance the power of complete allowance of lack
no resistance just allowing no resistance

jsut allowing and i love that the feeling of it
i love the feeling of it i love the
feeling of it

the feeling of me of beeing the
being the center of the divine ba
abundance flowing my way and knwoit it

loveing and allowl ove to flow through me
just existing with now reisstance

just allowing

the lavish abundance all flowing to me and i knwo it

its me its only me its only ever me

its only ever me and i get to decide how i eel ig et to
choose how i feel i get to make for the ccenter i can always make for the
cneter and allowt he rest to flowo
i can al

always make fr the ccenter and allow ther est to follow

and i dont have to care about the rest and i dont have
to care about ther est the rest i dont have to care aobut the

ther est i dont have to care aboutt he rest i can just
make th

for the ente rhte cetner thecne

and i dont have to care about thre s
th rest i dont have to to care about thre

the reste i dont have to care

i can always refuse every thougth i can let the rest god an
and allow flife life to flow i can let the rest

a gap

a fap gap
and i can choose the switch i an
choose the swithc i

i can choose the w
switch the switch

ican choose the feeling
i can d

chooee the feeling i can chooee the f
eeling i can dh

choosee the

ic an choose now to care not to
to care i can choose not to care
ic an choosee to move on with my life

i have to remember the power of me i have to remember
the power of me the power of me the
power of me i hve to remember the feelin of me

i have to take back me i have to take back me
the power of me the feeling of me

the poweer of me i have to take back the
feeling of me the power of me i have t

find the gap i have to find the gap i have to find
the gap

i have to find the gap

i have to find me i have to remember th power of me
i have

to remember the power of me i have to remember the power of me

i have to remember the poweer of me the feeling of me

remembering there is only ever the feeling of me

thre is only ever center there
is only ever consciousness
there is only ever consciousness there is only

ever god i know that all i can do is feel the
god feeling i now

that all i can do is feel the
god feeling i know that all ic an do is

feel the god feeling feel the
god feeling

releae the rest

why am i here
to relesae the rest relesae the falseness
and just feel god

i canlet go and let god i can come back to center
centeri can

i can come bck
to self

why am i here to remember how i want to fe
to feel cto

to choose how i want to feel right now
to choose
how i

want to feel right now to choose how i watn to

to feel right now

the feeling i get to choose how i want to feel right now
i get to feel how iw atn to feelright now
i get to feel how i

want to feel right now i get to chooe how i

i love that i dont have to care i
dont havet o care i dont have to care i dont have to
care

i dont have to care i dont have to care i
dont have to care

i can do ti i can do it i can do it for me i can do it for me
i can feel how i want to feel i can
feel how

how i want to feel i can feel how i want to feel
i can

feel how i want to feel ic an feel how iw ant to

i can come back to center i can relae the rest
i can choose

how iw atn to feel ic an
choose how iw ant to feel i can relse eht

all the false
everything flase i can release everything false

the one and only truth
i feel it first i get to enjoy the day

i get to enjoy the day
i get to

enjoy the day i get to enjoy the day
i get to enjoy the day i get to a

enjoy the day

i get to enjoy the day
the neergy of the day i get ito

to say yes to the enegy of life flowing through me i get to say yes
to the energy of life flowing through me
i get to feel good nwo i get to feel good now i get to feel

grateful i get to choose god and allow the rest to fun

unfold i ge tto chooe
god and allow the rst to unodl

unfold i gt to choose god first
and allow the resit to unffold

i get to choose it now i get to chooe it now
i get to

choose it now i get to choose god now i get to choose
god now i get to choose god now i get to choose god now

the work always works

the work always works attention to the one and only
truth always works and that’s me that th

consciousness is the only reality and i know this
i know the power of me and i take it back i keep it here and i dont give it away
i keep it herea nd i dont

give it away i keep it right here i feel
the feeling of the

of me the porx
proximity to god as i know that is all there is i know that is all there

i know the proximity to god i now the feeling of god i know

the proximity to god i knwo the feeling
of god i knwo the one and only truth i know the one and onlly

reality i know the one and only reality and i chooes it i know
its up
up to me to choose it i nkow its up to me to choose it i know

i know tis up o i know the feeling i knwo the feeling of god
i know there is only
one feelig i nkwot here is onyl
only won
one feeling and i get to feel i ti knot h
i nko

i know there is i only one feelinga nd i get to feel it i love
it ati i kno thi
i know
i lve

that the them has an update i love
my book bag i love that joy liked my rec i love that
she bought it i love that get
we get to have fun and go do th
something i love that im blessed with love

i love that im blessed with loe im lo
im so lucky to have someone i love to spend my life with

im so lucky i know the one and only truth of life
and its so easy to fix i love that i get to feel love that

i can allow myself to love adn
and feel loved i a

can allow god i can allow god i can allow god

i nowt hat consciousness is the only reality
i knwo i i
i kno it
i feel for it and i nkwo it i feel for ita nd i now it i know it

i now it i know the feeling of me i know the
feeling og

of god and the more i feel for the feel in
the feeling of god the more i am it
the more

the more i relaase the falseness

the more i release what isn’t real the more i release what isn’t real

the better i feel

a gap

a break a break in the steream of thought

a break in the fakke and jump into the real
celebate the real celebrate better
than ever celebrate gtt
getting to have a good day
getting to

direver m
direct my attentoin inway

knowings its only ever me the feeling of me the
feeling of me its only ever me the feeling of me
i choose the f
t

hte version i wan tits up to me to choose the
energy of the version i want
i choose it i chosoe the feeling i

i choose teh di

the direction of my reality i choose my consicouens ness

i choose my conscioosness i choose the
feeling of ig
me i choose hte feleing of m i

i c

only i can choose the feeling of me
only i can choose the magic life
only i can choose

my power i nkwo my power i nkwo i create i know

tis all good i love that life loves me i love that
life

life is good i love that ig et to act as if
i love that i get to feel it now i love that i get to remember i lovet
aht ig et to gallal

allow it that i get to be brave
enough to

allow

life

to love
me

i am brave enough to allow life
to love me i allow

i allow life to love me i allow life to love me

i allow life to lve

love me i let my guard down
and let life in i let life in
i let love in

i allow love i let love in

i choose teh feeling of me the consciousenss me
of me the certainty of me i choose the

th certainty of me the god feeling i chosoe the god feeling
wihci

which is the realsea of everything else
i

i do the work to allow the true self
i so d

the god self here and noaw i allow the god self

i feel the god self and it feels good i feel the
god sel fnad know this is all there is

so grateful to make the time to do the work to

remember it wors to make the choice wher ei put
my energy to make the choice to never care again

to win
by never
caring
again

that’s how i win that’s ahow i wint
that’s ah

how i beat the game
i get to feel the feeling of it here and now

i gfeel
the feeling of it here and nwo

i get to choose it now and it alwarye
is
i

i get to choose it now and it already is
i get to

choosee it now and it already is i love that i nwo this
i lovet hat i nwo its not real i get to choose it now i love that
i get to choose to have fun
i lovet hat i
i get to choose ot have fun!!

i love that i get to feel good

that i get to choose it that i get to allow it that
i get to tap into it that i now it that i nkow the only source

that i know the only source isme that i
that i nkow the only source is me

that i get to feel good that i get to feel
good that i get to feel good that i get to feel
good that i get to feel the e
feeling of attention on itself that i get to feel it that
i get tot feel g
it so grateful i get to feel it that i get to know ti for sure

i love that i get to feel good now that i get to feel
good now that
i get to do this work that thi
i get to do this work

but why thought why why do i care why
is it a sleight why

no one knows literally no oe knows
why is it why

feel excluded
feel excluded

why do i care why why whyw hwy why why
why why

there’s only ever god

the god feeling the good feeling the good feeling there’s only
ever god there’s only ever god the one feeling and its god

there’s only ever god and i now this i knwo there is only
ever
god

there’s only ever the feeling of god there’s only ever
there feeling
the feeling of god and i knwo this one and only truth

i love the feeling of me i ove the
feeling of knowing the real me

its only me its only the feeling its only
ever the feeling and i know that and the only thing
i have

i ever havet o do or ever can do
is remember that

i drive wit ht he feeling

i tell life i tell life i tell life
i know this i know this i know this its
its always me i can choose at anytime i can

i am in charge i am in charge
i love that i know i am the creator i get to feel good
i
get to feel good i get to be into it i get o

to be into myself i get to chooe i get to choosee it
i get to choose its up to me its up to m its up t o

to me itsup to me to me up
its up to m me its up to me

its me i i choose i knwo i choose i know i choosee
i knwo i choose life is good life is al
on my side i choose how i feel and then that’s life i n

i know i nkow now i know now i nkow now i kow now
i know now
i know
now

thank you thank you for
reminding me for reminding me i t to
get to be me remember who ia m

the power of me i get to remember
the power

the power of me

i drive with the poweer o f me i know

i know the one and only truth
and its just a mater or
of choosing it

choose what i want choose love choose the loving si de of it
i can do it

tha t
the world is in me the

the world is in my the
world is in my

is in me the world is in me
the world
is in me

the world is in me

ive let it go ive let taht go

i’ve let htat go forever ive let athat
ath go

go forever i let that go freever

i let that go forever

its never going to be it its never going to be its i
its time

to let that go forever
tis time to let that o foreer its time
tl

to let that go forever its time to l etht athat th go fre
to
forever

and i love that i get to i love that i get to
i love
i love that i gt to i love that i get

to i love that i get to i love that i get to

thank you gof god thank you
thnak

im so grateful for thet im
time to find myself

so grateful to remember me to
remember to remember to remember

me im so gateful to remember t
me to leove me to remember i get to love me
i get to feel good nwo i get to feel good now
i get to

remember me thank y
god i get to i gt to remember me

i decide
i choose i decide

i choose i deicde i choose
the world s
is in me the world is in me

i know the world is in me

i drive i know i know i know the power
of me and i choose it now

i know the power of me and i choose it now
i know t

the power of me and i choose it nwo
ni ch

i know the pwoer of me and i hoose it now
i know the power of me and i choose it now i

i know t

i know the power of me and i choose it now i love t
ath i nkwo that

its all in my favor and i get to say yes
thank you i get to say yes thank you i get

to say yes thank you

i get to feel it how i want to feel it and thats’ ai
it i knwo that i know that i
get to feel it now

that will never be it i have it
right here

i already am that
i already am that
i already am

that and life helps me realize that and
life helps me realzie that li
i already am that

i already am that i alraedy am that i already am
that i already am that
i

i already am that i

i am

i am i am i am i ma
i get tot hcoo

choose how i feel no one else i get to choose
hwo i feel i get to choose to feel good i get

to choosee to have tufn
funa dn afeel good i get to choose
to

feel good and have fun
i get

its me its me its it i titi

its me its me it

me its me its me ichoose now
i choose nwo i choose now

shes obsessed with us

i choose now im obessed with god
i focus on god i surrender to god
and life ac

comes to me life is obsessed with me
all of life wants to be aroud e i choose to love live
and i welcome it as it ccomes

i say yes to everything that is
i celebrate everything that is
i allow my heart to to sing i allow my heart to sing

i fee t
i feel it turning i feel it turnign i feel it

it turnign i mfeel myself

turning remembering the power of me its me i just
have to choose hwo iw ant to see it

we’re equals
we love each other unconditionally
and take care of each other when we need
each other

i know we love each other

we know we love each other no matter what
weha
wee feel secure in the realtionship
i

i choose the feeling of it now
and celebrate it

i let it go forever i let it go forever i let go of caring forever i

i let go of ever caring what

about her acctions i
i let go of ever ccaring about her actions

i follow what feels good and thas all i can doo i will follow what feels good and tahs all ic and o
i can never agin care aboutt he actions of antoher

i have to let it go forever ihave to let it go

forever i have to not e
care that

the only way to win is to not ccare
the only

way to win is to really and truly
not ccare

i love that i get to

i love that i get to do the work i love that i get to let it go
forever i love that its esay to leat it go forever i love that its

easy to let it go forever tl
let it go forever

i love that i get to let it go forever i love that life helps me
i love that i get to i ove that
i love the

that i get to no
not ccare forever not care forever i love that
i get to not ccare forever i love that i get ot do me i love that
i get to do me i love that i get to fee l

feel the feeling of me
forece to find the feeling of me

i loe that i love that i get to let it go foreve
i love that i neve have to care
to again i love that i never have to crae again
i love that i never have to care again

i love that i know life
is in my favor

i get to refuse to suffer i get to let it go forever ig et to let it go frev

foreverr ig et to let it go forever i get to remember i dont caree
i ca

i get t let it go and not think about it ever again

i love that i dont have to thin about it!!

i dont have to think about that
i cn fucous
i can focus on myself i can focus on myself i can

focus on myself

i love that i dont have to care i love
that i get ot never care again i love that
i get to make the choice to never care again

i love that i get to i love that i get to i love
that i get to feel good today that

i get to have a good day today i
that i get to let that go forever today that
i get to

let that go forever today that i get to
refuse to suffer today i love that i get to refuse to du

suffer today i love that i
get to refuse to suffer

today i ge to reuse to suffer
today i get to refuse everry thought

thank sgod for
everything

i know
its only ever me i i remember so grateful to remember who ia m

to remember who ia m to remember who ia m
i
to remember who ia m to
to rememberr who ia m
to

to remember who i am re
to remember who iam
to who
who i am

gratefult o get to remember who ia m
to remember woh i m
who i am re

grateful to remembe who ia m who ia m who aim
grateful to remember who ia m to remember who ai

iam re
grateful to remember who ia m to remember me to remember the
feeling ofme to feel the feelnig ofme
to fele
the feeling
of m
to feel

the feeling of me

tor emember to remember who ia m

the real me to now its never outside of me
to remember the focus to remember t
its never outside of me to

remember its never outside of me

its me its me that’s all there i
ever is and thas’ that’s the only owrk
i can ever do that’s a

the only owerk i cn ever do i know th
that its me and i get to fel the
feeling of me and
an

and that’s theo nly efeeling there every is
and i know its right here i now its

not outside ofm e i know its not
outside of me i nkow its

not outside of me

its only ever me its its only
ever me its only ever me its me its it

its me its me its me i

its me its me it s
its me it s me

i now i can

i get to i get to refuse to suffer and feel the feeling now
that’s all ic an ever do

so

do is feel the feelig now
feel the feelign now feel the feeling
now

i choose teh feeling now and only i cn feel it
only i can choose to feel the feeling now

only i can choose to feel the
feeling now i feel the feeling now

i choose it now and refuse to suffer
i know the power fo me and i choose i choose to have a coo good day i chosoe to have a good day

get addicted to a new thought
get addicted to a new thought

and i love that i get to i loe that
i get to get addicted to a new thought i love
that i

i get to feel good nw i get to feel good
i get to keep

keep my power right here i get to remember who ia m
ig et to ma

to make
fort he ccente i nw life i know i know life
is on y m y

my side on my side

i get to choose how i feel i get to bring back my power
i get to

to bring back my power i get to bring back
my power i get to bring back

my power i get to bring back
my power

i get to bring back my power my i get to
bring

back my power my
power my power

my power my power my power
my

power m power my power
my

i get to choose it is me its me
the world is in m and i get to choose how if eel ig et to choose
i get to
chooset o let it go forever
ig et to choose to never are
care again i know
i know its me i nkwo i drivek
i

i know idrive life with the feeling
i have to deny

my senses

just choose

all i can do is choose all i can do is choose all i can do is
choose refues every thought and chooe

refuse every thought and choose and i bless the ocntrast for bringing back the focus
i belss the contrast for bringing back the focus

i for got who i wan
was but now i rmember thank you god for

forgetting yourself ot me for forgeting
yourself to me for
foreg
getting i
yourself to me for forgetting yourself to me thank you
god i love that i get to i that i get to choose that i get to
remembe to mae t the choice that tis i
me that i get to feel good no matter what
that i get to let it go forever i lovve that

the power of me is all thre is th power of m
me is all ther is the power of me is all there is teh power of

me is all there is the power fo m
of me is all there is thank you thank
the power of me is all there is i knwo teh power
the power o

of me is all there is the feeling of me is all
thre is the feeling of me is all tha
th

there is the feeling of god si all thate
there is and i ge tt o feel it now i get to feel eit now
i t
i get to feel it now i get to feel it now i get to f

feel it now i get to feel it now

i dont hvve to are i can
don thave to care

i get to choose to choose i get to
choose

it’s me its me its me its me
aga
its me its me its
i

only mits only m its up to me its only
ever consciousens

i knwo this i knwo thie feeling i nwo the feeling i nwo its
te oer of of the feleing i nwo i create life

i create with the feeling
i create wit ht ehf eeling
i choose the feeling i
first its alwas wht it is

the world is in me its me
its all me its all me the world si
is in me
the its not real

its all mde up
how
exactly how iw an i want it its all
made up i
exacctly how i want it i knwo the feeling its
easy and its right ehre

its easy and tis right nowow

here

i choose me now i don
dont need ch
you i cho

i let life come to me i say yes i and thank i tay yes and thank you
i feel the feeling now i feel the feeling now
the feeling of the desire fulfilled
the feeling of the desir fulfilled

its me its me its m e it omes to mt
it comes to me lie comes to me

life comes to me life comes
to me i rememberr i remembe rnwo i belse

bi bless the in nd out of life i bless the and
in and out lfe of life i bless my messy self i love
mys messlself i love that i get to i love that
i get to feel good i love that i get
to feel good i love the i i get to feel good

that i get to feel it nwo that i get to feel it now
that i get to feel it now
get to feel how god sr
fels
feels right now get to feel how god feels right no

i love myself i love myself i love and accept myself

to to
totally and completely love and adore myself i love myself
i love myself i totaly
and completely love and adore myself i get to i l
i get to i get to feel good ig et to loe myself
i

i get to love myself i get to love me
i get to love where i am right now i get to tune to
me i get to remember it will never be that

that will never give me the feeling
that will never give me

the feeling the misery is in the mind
i nkow the misery is in the mind and i can let
it go i love that i get to i

i celebrate getting to i d
celebrate the ups and downs of my life
i celebrate that i dont care

i l

i celebate knowing i celebrate knowing

i know the feeling i knwo the feeling of telling life i loe me
i know that ia mthe onw

one and only sourcce of that
and no one else ever will be nno one se

else

i get to love me i get to feel good now
i get to fe

flip the switch ii

only I get to choose the energy of me