Manifesto

the feeling work is the only work and the
feeling body that is me is my art
is my ultimate creation that is
always a single work in progress

with no waste and no expense it is the perfect project

I

is the masterpiece

I

as the masterpiece

god like me

god like me god is me
which is infinite
they
we

are one and the same
and that is nothing
and everything all at once.

here or there

it’s kind of like a puzzle
because the mind is
so

addicted

to thinking
to thinking
it can figure everything out
so like the puzzle
is to trick the mind
and its the mind that even
thinks its a puzzle

because it’s really not

it’s simple

it’s not a puzzle

it’s a switch

there aren’t pieces or steps
or

clues to figure out
or codes to crack

it’s a flip of the switch
on or off
in our out

here or there.

the more i dig

not dig but
allow that feeling to rise to the
surface
the more i feel the

dried up
papier mache
crack away revealing
the creamy

infinite

middle

brokenness

when the water isn’t moving

the essence is glass
and the mind breaks it

but without the mind imposing the brokenness

it reverts to glass

there’s no fixing of

mending of the glass
putting the glass together
there’s just the glass and then

belief that it is broken

or not

when you know it’s not broken
when the essence isn’t in pieces

then it’s glass.

rise

my mind and heart
hold the

puppet strings and as
i elevate them

they lift
the veil.

as they rise the
veil is lifted and they rise

simply by not being weighed down

not that i lift
them but i allow them

to rise.

none of that

i’m nothing
i’m everything
and i’m certainly

not what i spend most of my time
thinking i am

i’m more than that
i’m less than that i’m none of that
i’m none of anything
detached from everything
but then what is
the point there isn’t one

Energetic Weight

train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

deeper

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel

calm

at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness

the one that took that helicopter

unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see

seeing it as a

dissected

erector

set

all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but

the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is

was the exact

perfect
combination
to make

a helicopter.

critique

don’t confuse critique

with talking shit
or hating

or black magick

critique
is a discussion
of the

validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies

and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique

to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better

more relevant
more delicious

if art isn’t bringing forth
critique

it’s banal.

only good art is
worth speculating

Both

to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow

flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white

from the black

allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen

become the inbetween

become both
transcend both

lift up
above black and white

where there isn’t either
and there’s always both

separate from

separateness

Sledding

so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side

and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun

and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like

well

i have to climb this hill to do that
again …

that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill

i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing

i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill

which is really not that
hard

and it builds up
the release

it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport

so inherently

it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it

becomes fun

just accepted as part of it

neither good nor bad really

just part of it

am i really doing the work or just saying i’m doing the work

i know the best way to
‘make progress’

is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like

i’m always

trying

to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no

matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like

i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way

aways but

then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it

it’s not about trying

it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying

this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here

but how

stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like

i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god

how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it

i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it

it’s there.

poof

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with

my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and

i know that nothing
is ever acting on me

it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like

don’t like it

that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof

i don’t have a problem anymore.

The Back Yard

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

as long as i am

sending a signal of

not
having
something

that is what life
will show me but when i

change
my
tune

i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing

to look
at it

i’m ready to feel good

to refuse to suffer to stay in the vortex

i get to choose awarenss
i get to choose real life i get to choose the
real center the real center i

get to choose the real center i
get to choose the real center
the real cneter

the real center the real center the
real center

the real center im ready to feel the
real center of life to be aware ato not
project my attention outside ofme
to accept eveything

everything that is im ready to accept

everything that is im happy
to accept everything that is to day yes
say yes to everything that is im

happy to say yes to life to see where life takes me next
im happy o see where life takes menext

grateful to releax into the truth
grateufl to relax into the truth
tr
g

grateful to relax into the truth the
the flow the feeling the feeling of the flow
grateufl to relax
ito the flow

into the flow

gratefult o realx inot the flow
into the flow intoe
the feeling of life the feeling of knwoing
he the feeling of knowing the feeling of knwoing

i know the feeling i know the
feeling is everything i know the
feeling is the secret and i can choose the
feeling and life
hoas to follow
i choose the
feeling and life haas

to follow i chosoe the feleing and life has to flo

follow i loe that i kno i love hat
i get to feel good today i lvoe hat i
get to feel good no matter what that i get to deeply
accept everything that is i get to eept

deeply accept everything that is i
i love that i ge tto d

get to to and then i deeply accept life and
everything that is

i feel deeply the truth
in all things teh loe in all things i feel
deeply that all things just are

i accept tha all things just are i get to
choose the feeling of love first and the i t

it follows i know this i know that its me
its only ever me i nko wthat is only ever

i know that is only ever me i kno whtat
its only ever me i now that

its only ever me i know its me i celebrate me
i celebrate accepting everything i celebrate

loving what life causes me to ask for
i love a lazy day i love the weath i love that its

calm

i love when it sgood go
its good i love that the feeling
creates i love that
i ge tto choose teh feeling

i love that i get to choose the
feeling the
feeling i watn to feel its all that

the

i’m here i’m here i’m here i’m
here
i
m

here i’m here

i’m here i’m here im’
here deeply accepting everything

deeply accepting everything
i accept it i accept it deeply accept it

i’m here i’m here i’m
here
i ‘m the

i’m doing the work the only work

i love the feeling of not caring
i ilove
that i didnt care tda

today!

i love that i was having gufn fun today!
i love that i accepted it today i love
that i felt free today
i love that i felt free today i alo

i love that i felt free today

i know the feelng ofm ei know the poer
the power of me i know the
power of me i know the power of me i know th

the power o the power of me the power
of me i nkow the
i know i i love the feeling ofme i love the
feeling of proximity to god i love
that i getot
to choose it i love that
i get to choe

s

i love the feeling of knowing
of trusting god with everything

i’m here i’m here

i’m where i want to be i’m

where i am wa
wnat to bbe i’m

where i want to be im
where i want

i’m here i’m here i’m hw
where im
i want to be im enjoying life in the flwoim
in the flwo i
the

the tao does nothing the tao does nothing
the taod

does ntohign does nothing
does nothing

i get to do the work

the non work of accepting everything of knowing
nothing has to change i et to

to choose not to change anything for a year for a year
i dont have to change a thing and i love ti

for a year i dont havet o change a thing
for a year i accept everything

for a year i know i can do it
i know i can do it for a yea i know nothing has to cnah

change i know nothing has to change

get to enjoy lifei get to feel
the feeling first i get to accept everything i

get to accept eveything
and that’s all i can do that

tha’s the switch that’s the bus
that’s the bu

acceptance or not saying yes to life
saying yes to life im

saying yes to life im

saying yes to life im saying yes to life

i accept it i
accept it

not only that i am celebrating it i am
celebratin glife

celebrating wher ei am right now
where ia m r

celebrating life iam

im allowed to ccelebrat life
t

allowed to allow life to celebrate me
to allow

life to celebrate

i get to celebrate life i get to be happy
now
i get to fflip the switcch now feel the feeling now

allow life to celebrate me allow life
to celebare me

celebrate me put myself back together

not change a thing i
i loe that i can’t change
a thing i love that ican
change a thing i love that
tis al

alreayd perfect exactly as it is i love tha t
i get to watch life being

unfolding perfectly and i never have to
do anything to try to cchagne i
ti

i can never do anything to change it

lets have fun together lets
bless the day together

lets see what love can do
today together

lets have fun lets enjoy life lets

enjoy life together lers have fun
les

celebrate!!

i love where i am
right now i lovw

where i am right
i love celebrating life i love knwoing i love
knowing

i love knoing i lovve
knowing i love knowing i love knowing
i

i love knowing
taht nothing has to change i love
kknwoing the
real me i love knowing the
real me

the csc

screen behind it all i love that
i get to choose i love
i get to choose to celebrate life right now
the feeling of me right now
the
feeling of me right now

the feeling of me right now

the releae the allowing
the knowing the

completely e
letting go of everything
the completey

letting go
of everyting
the ccompletely letting go

of everthing the ccompletely
letting god
i love the feeling of awreness
i know the feeling of awereness

of reelas

releasinng the tension of saying yes to life
f

of saying yes to life
to saying yes to life

saying yes to celebrating c
saying yes to god t

to celerating life to enjoying life im
saying yes to enjoying life todayim
saying yes
to enjoying life todayi m

saying yes to enjoying life today
i say

im saying yes to life im celebrating life
im having fun
im havng u

fun enjoying life im allowing the best
of elife i m
im saying
yes to life i m

im saying yes to life

i love the feeling of being awrae
i love that never have to change a thing i love
that i get to

deepl accept all of it i love that i get ot
deep

deeply accept everything i love that i get o

i loe the feeling of feeling good i
get to feel good i ge tto feel

this feeling i fet to feel
good i get to feel this feeling i get

to feel good i get to ffeel this feeling i get to

feel good i get to feel this feeling
i get to feel this feeling i get to feel good

i get to release everything
i get to

release everything i get to releae
everyting

i get to i get to feel good nw i get
to feel good now i get to feel good now
i get to feel good now i get to

feel good nwo i get to feel good now

i get to feel good now
i get
to release it all i get to be aware i get to just
watch i get to just watch

and allow i get to know i get to choose i get to
be happ i

i get to be happy and celebrating my

my life i get to be happ
and celebrate my life

i can feel the feeling of it being clean

i can feel clean i cn feel
clean i cn

realease the rest and then its gone its eay to
release the rest its esay to relesa

release the rest and then its clean
and

then its clean and then its clean and then
its clean i ha

i know i havve to dceid
no to care i kno ti s eayt o

loving kindness is all there is is
all there is all the rest is fake

all the rest is fake i know this i know life

life is but a dream i know that life
hast o

has to reflect the feeling
life has to reflect the feeling i know this i know
this i know this
i know this

i know this life show
has to show me what iam
and its eay to flip the switch

i dont need evidence
i just cchoose

i just choose id ont need evidence
i just choose

my conscioiusness of the prsence of god within me is my supply

i know me

i know the truth i know the truth and i get to choose it
i know its much for fun to chooset he c

the truth i lovee that its much more fun
to choose not to care
that she makes it easy to not care

i dont’ have to care i dont hve to wonder
i dont havvee to bad

bae my happiiness on the actions of someone else
i get to choose to feel good now

i get to choose to feel good now ig et to choose to feel good now
i ge tto

choose to feel good nwo ig et to choose how i awnt to feel
and its not dependant on anyone else

i want to feel good no matter what i want t o
to feel good no matter what i want
i want to feel the feeling of god i want to feel the feeling of love

i want to feel the feeling of knowing i love
that i get to i love that i get to choose the
feeling of knwoing i love

that i get ot i love that i get o feel good no matterw what
i love that i get to choose love and gratitudde
i know its up to me how i look at life i know i get to choose teh
feeling of love and gratitude

so grateeful ife is good and life loves me
so

grateful life is good and life loves me
life loves me so grateful i now

that i know that i get to align witht he
the version i prefer

i love when we’re all in love
i love when we’re all in love

i love when im in love wiht life
i love when nothing can p

bother me i love that i
get to havve fun i love that i get ot have tun no matter what
i love that i get to i love that
i get to i love

i love that i get to choose i love that ig et to feel
the feelin

right now i love that i get to feel the feeling right now
i love tha ti dont have to care i love that
i dont have to care i love

that i dont have to care i lov eht ati get to feel good now i love
that i get ot feel good now i get to feel the feeling now
i get to feel love no matter what i get to choose the love of god no matter

wwhat i get to choose the love of god no matter waht

my consciousness of the presence of god within me is my supply

i can always flip the switch i can always jump
on the bus i can always choose teh

the flow i can always choose god the god self i can
always find a way to feel good i can always find a way to feel

feel good fel the
feel the way i want to feel practicce the way
i watn to feel and life will reflect it

that’s all i can do that’s all i can do

that’s all i can dthat’s alll i can do
i s

is feel the feeling is feel the flow is
feel the flow flowing through me
know the god self choose the god self

choose the vversion i prefer that’s all i can do san
and i love that life c

teaches me life shows me
i know its up to me its up to me

its what i choose its what i choose i have to choose not to look at what i dont want

i love that i get to feel good that
get to say yes to life i say yes to life

i say yes to life to everything that is
i l

say yes to evverything that is i act in integrity
i do me and that’s all i can do i

i do me and that’s all i cn do i love that i gt to
i love that i get to i love that

i get to choose life get to choose god the feeling of god
the feeling i prefer i get to choose teh feeling i prefer

i get to choose teh god
the god self the god self the god self the
god

god self the loving self i get to choose the
loving self i get to ch

choose to love fo no

for no reason i get to choos to love
to love for no reaon i get to

choost o love for no mreason i get to allow
the feeling of lvoe th

to flow through me
i get to choos teh in love version

i get to choose not needing naything else

i get o cchoose acceptance
i get to choose
being the source d

celebrating life being on he bus i get to
celebbrate lif

life today i get

i get to celebrate life today i
get to release teh rest release the tension
be

release the belief in lack i g

i believed in lack but not more
i never have to believe in lack i kno wthat o

love is infinite i know that love is infintie
and i can choose love

in every moment love is infinite and i can
choose love in every moment

i get to choose infinite loe
i get to choose the
feeling i prefer right now

all i can ever do is choose bliss here ad now
that

and that’s all there is
i refuse to look at anything else

besides the bliss right now

throug my consciousness of my god self
i draw into my mind and feeling nature
the very substance of spirit

this substance is my supply
thus my consciousness of the presence of god within me is my supply

all i can ever do is look at god
and know that god solves everything

god is everything god
fixies

fixes everything and i know i am god
i know i am god and i kno th

i know that is the only thing
i evern

need to think about to ponder
i loe that i knwo that

this that the ccontrast helps me focus
that i get to love
in the flow

i want the fun version

i choose th e
fun version

i choose a
to say yes i choose to say
yes to life and thats

all i can do i choose to love
i know i can do it i knwo i can choose love

and im so grateful for the time and apce to choose love
to know i want to choose love so gratefult o chosoe
to co

choose love and not need anything in return
i’m saying yes

i like being in love i l
i like feeling good i li
i like feeling

good i
i like feeling good i like feeling good

i wan th

the fun version i want the sweet version

i want the in love vreesion i wnat the fun version i
want the sww

sweet version i want the sweet vre
version i want the sweet vres

version i wan t

i prefer the sweet version i prefer
to love i prefer to have warm feelings

i prefer to creat the loving happy e
version the loving happy

version i get to create the loving happy
version

only i get to choose only i get to choose

so grateful the rent is paid
so b

grateful for the help so grateufl to turn

to turn a corner to decide to feel good

to have no more energy left for misery
to be a yea sayer to look for ways to feel good
and be ahppy

to lookf or ways
for ways to feel good and be happy

i want to go throug my life happy
i want to go

through my life feeling m
the magic

the magic of life i want to
go through life feeling the magick o flife
of life

and i know everyone has their ups and downs
i know everyone has their ups and downs a
and im

im so grateufl i can find my cneter center

that i can find my positive outlook
and then find my unconditional love

i love that i get to i love that i get to trust what is
completely i

i get to trust what is completely i get to
trust what is completely

i know me i know me i know me
i know tht all

that is real is center
that is what i know

i know i know i know

i know what do i know what do i know

what do i know i am the one and only creator
and i create

with y t

my thougths

feelings
and emotions

i know this for sure and that is t
heo nly

thing i need to remembber ever
i get to choose and i never
havet o

to wonder i get to choose the loving vrsion
right now i get to forgive myself
i get to imagine myself the way i want to be

i have the power to do that i know tis all

all a dream i know its all a drea

and i get to live the dream the
way i want to live it i know this

for sure
and i know i never have t

to wonder and im so grateful i
get to go right back to w

not wondering i get to
go right back to being sweet to loveing
to being kind and not

needing anything in return i love that
i get to choose to be sweeee t

because im the soruce i love that i get to chosoe
i love that i get to choose for me
i love

that get to do this wrok that i get to choose imagination
that i get to choose teh version i prefer that
i get to choose teh version i prefer

get

i get to choose teh version i prefer i get to be happy
and feel good i get to choose the loving version

i’m focused on the truth
the one and only truth i know the

one and only truth
and its that the feeling is the

the driver and i canrelase

i release everything else and i kow that
what remains is the feeling of connection
with god i know that

all there is is connection with god
all ther eis

is connection with god all there is
is conneciton with god

the feeling of everything else slipping away

and just truting th

trusting the feeling

my consciousness
of the presence of god within me is my supply

my consciousness
of the presence of

god within me is my supply

my consciosness of the presence of god
wtihin me is my supply

my consciousness of the presence of god within me
i liove that i know this i love tha ti know

god love me si love that i remembererd god loves me

i love that i know i lovehtat
i get to choose total confidence
i lovee that i

get to chosoe it i love that
i get to choose i i love tha t
i get to feel the

the feeling and drop the rest
i know the feeling drives and that

is ght

the feeling of the magick and iw ant to live a

a magick life

i want to live magickally
i want to li

live free i want to live happy
i want to live

in the flow i want to say yes to the flow
i watn to

i want to say yes to love

i want to say yes to love

i want to

say yes to love i want to say yes to
non attachment

i want to say yes to everything that is
i want

to say yes to everything that is

i say yes to the flow to the feeling to life
i

say yes to life i say yes to life i
say

yes to life i say

yes to life i say

yes to life i say yes to life i say eys
to life

im focused
i’m

focused on the magick life
and i place my entire focus on that

that’s all i can is feel the
loving version all i can do is feel the
loving happy

version

i love the power of me

i love that i get to make the choice to feel
good i get to make teh

the choic ehow i look at life and its all
up to me how i go through life its up to me

how i go through life and i know the
the other side i know the other side of thew ave
i know i can make

something out of nothing
i can feel the
inkling of feeling good and follow it

i can always follow the good feeling thoughts

i did like the other version better
and i know i can align with that too

i dont have to lloi
for what i don want
i can choose to lookfo the
the b

beauty i can choos to look for what
i want to see i can admit what i want to see

i can admit the feeling i preefer

prefer

i want the good version i want the fun version i

i want athe god vresion i want the v

fun version back i loved the fun version i loved

i love enjoying my life i want to enjoy my life
i wat to feel the feeling of life

i want to feel the feeling of live
love i want to feel the feeling of love

i want to feel the feelign of love
i wa

i want the fun vreesion i want
the

i want the good version i want the
good version i want the good version i say
yes to the

good version i say yes to the good version i
say yes to the good version i say yes to the good version

i get to work on me

i love that i get to work on me

i love that i get to work on me
and that’s all i can d all i can do is work on me

all i can do

i’m grateful i love my life

thatnk you

thank you for this beautiful block
this beautiful community that i know i made

thank you for neighborrs who care
thank you for feeling a part of something

thank you for love

so grateful for the wife who loves me
for our perfect house i love our perfectt house

i love our perfect yard
i love thatt our neight is always gone
i love that

life is good i love that life is good i love
tat
that i know i love that i know who i am what i am

so grateful for a hot shower
for a day alone
for the bravery to say yes to me

so grateful for silen

silence

time alone in silence

so grateful for the lake
so grateful its sunny

so grateful its warm
or at least getting there
its warmer than its been

so grateful to hear feel myself coming through it
so

grateful to remember who ia m
so grateful

to see to know

i am

to know i am

to know i am so
grateful to know i am to know i am

so grateful for my skills
so grateful
for all my talents

so grateful for my creativity
so grateful to
be admired so grateful

to know its me its my own insecurity
that comes from looking outside of me

when i know that the only security is in trusting
god

trusting to god to do what it will

im saying yes to life

im saying yes to life im sayin gyes to life

so grateful to feel good in my body
so grateful for fee

for weed
for a weed man
for good food
for cake

so grateful
i do know who ia m so grateful i

i do know god i do know god so
grateful i can always say
yes to god and god is right here i can
always say yes to life and life
is right hre

so grateful i’m
allways doing the work
thank you fort he

the contrat that helps me focs
thank you for something differenct to

to experience thank you for the
good feel the god

thank you god for god
the feeing of god the feeling god would feel

the feeling of a yea saying mind
the feeling of a

yea saying mind and i know only i can
me

be it

i chose to make

i also
need to admit to myself what it really is
what it always is
and it that i didnt get the attention

i thought i would or that i thought i deserved
or that i needed to prob me

prop me up and i let it get to me and i started thinking
about it too much

took it personally
let it get to me and made something out of nothing
and made something out of nothing

that’s all it is and i can admit that to myself and moe on

i can move on to a yea saying mind

so happy to flip the switch
to have a yea

saying mind to have a yea

saying mind to say yes to live fo

to finally find something that resonates
so grae

grateful for the knowledge and education i have

so grateful fot he
the life experience

that teaches

gratefl to hve
have an inkling of gratitude

grateful for the time and space for me

grateful for the time and psace
spacce for me grateful for the break

brate

grateful to trust it to trust
the time and space to

trust the time ad psace

space to trust the time and space

to trust god
to trust go

i trust god i trust god i trust god
i g

trut life i trust life i trust life
i am saying yes to life i

i havve a yea saying mind i have a yea
saying mind i say yes i say yes

i say yes to life and it feels so much
better

i say yes i sa

i say yes to life i say yes to god i say yes to life

i have a yea
saying mind i finally found something to help

orr maybei

i wanted it bad enough i know when i dont believe

feels good to be back with goad
to be back with god to lok

look at the flower

to know that i prefer
to look at the flower

and eventually the thorns
become roses

i know this i know this

so grateuflf or this day for the sun
for the dod

god sef within me that has nthing do
to do with th
the outside illusory world

i know its illusory
i know its illusory

i have a yea saying mind i have a yea

saying mind and it feels so much better

im grateful ti
to kill the old self to die t live

to kkill the old self to
allow myself to forgive
and when i forgiv

i create a new version i look for love
i look for love any

in everything and i know its me i know its
always a hell of my won ma

own making and alll i can do is

with a yes attitude
this ery

very earth is transformed

with a yes attitudde
this very earth is transformed

im grateful to do the work
to

get to do the work to take ccare ofme
to live in integrity

i know that im lv

this is the poert

poetry of life the in and out of life
i love

live both

I REMEMBER MYSELF

I REMEMBER MYSELF I REMEMBER MYSELF I REMEMBERR MYSELF
I HOOSE

I CHOOSE WHO I AM I CHOOSE WO IA

who ia m and i know that this work works
release works space works the space between always works

and ic an just trust that
i just need a break a

i need space to remember who i am
and i alawys do i know i wla

always do i am ware i am aware
i am aware i know i know the feeling is always ther ei know the
the real me is always right here

i really need to look at myself i relaly
need to look at myself
at o

i need to zoom out i need to zoom out i need

to zoom out and rememberr who ia m

i need to zoom out
i choose to zoom out i choose to zoom out
i choose

to zoom out i choose
to zoome out i
choose o zoom e

outi choose i choose teh real me i know its int hei k now thae ral ime
me ais ni there somehwer

bi know

i knwo the feeling is me i know the love sik
sickness is me the love sickness is me

its me i know its me i mits its
igs m

its my own fault its y own fault

i went out of integrity
when i believed i wouldn’t have a good time

i lost integrity when i believed
i
didn’t

deserve to have fun i love
i self sabotaged when i believe
thed

the worst when i didn’t believve in myself
wehn
i didn’t believe in god

i know me i know the power of me i know that i can

i know its my choice what i looka t what i care about i know
that i can be brave enough to leave my misery i can
be brave enough to lieave

leave my misery

i’m brave enought o lea
to leave my misery and choose me im

brave eough to leave my misery and choose me
choose the power of me choose the

the poer of me im brave enough to leave my misery

i know who i am
and im brave enough

to leave my misery

i’m brave enought o work
to work on myself to know when i need to

work on myself i am brave enough to knwo when
i need to work on myself

and do the work and i know the owrk alawys works
the works
alawys works the feeling si alawys

is always there the
the feeling is always there

the

i have a positive mind
and from ther ei can

i can go to no mind
i know its only me
i know its only ever me

i now its only me
i know

i know its only

i can do it i can turn
a ccornder

corner i can believe in love
i cn believe in love

i have to refuse to suffer

i have to refuse to suffer
i know hat

that’s all i can all i can do is
keep keep taking my power back all i can do is

keep taking my power back all i can do is keep
remembering who and what i am

ill never figure it out i ll e
hnever

make it all better ill never
feel better by hanging on to misery i nkow thats true i know im
hangig on to my misery im arguing for my misery

i love that i get to refuse to
suffer

i love that i get to cchoose to feel good
to be the version i want to be right now

i know that is m p

i miss myself i miss myself and i promise
i will find myself i will find myself i missing

i miss yself myself and i kn
i know im right now
here im right here

here

im right here and i keep looking touside
outside of me at the flase i know this

i know i know i know the truth i kno wthr tuh
i know the tu

truth i know hen i leave integrity
its when i believe that i dont deserve love

that i dont deservve love

i have to refusee to suffer

i have to

refuse to suffer i havve to
i have to its the only way its the only way

its the only weay its

its the only wy
its the only way its tha
e the only way

its the only way i love that i get to release it all
i love that
i get to release it all

i love that
i know who i am i know who i am
and

and i know that i jus need space from those thoughts
i can just choose not to think about that for awhile
and i nkow that when
i choose not to

i feel better

when i chosoe not to i feel better i now i can
feel better i know i can be myself
an dit has nothing do
to do with anyone else i

i know my true self is here i know my
true self is here

i know who i am i know what i am
i know i get to refuse to suffer

i know that if i have nothing to gain from her
then she has nothing to gain from me
and i can relax in

myself i can just relax in myslef i

i know that ia llowed myself to look at
outis

outside of me i allowed myself to look
outside of me

i am aware i am aware
wof
o

of when it started

its been going on actualy
maybe two weeks haha

i feel the feeling i feel the inkling of who i really am
i feel that flame is still ther i know that flame is still there

and i can tend to it i can tend to the falm

slame
flame i can tend to the flame

i have to stop caring i have to stop
caring i have to release i have to

release and i know hat
that i can i know that there’s always relief

i know that tere is alawys
reprieve i now that its always there

there’s always soemthing that can ehlp
i allow myself to be happy

i dsr

deserve to be happy i deserve to be happy
i desrv

deserve to feel good i deserve to feel good

i love that i dont care
i love that i can rof

forsake my senses
i can free myself from my senses
i know the power of me i now

im too powerful i know ima

too powerful i know its me
i know tis t

becausee im looking outside of me
im limiting the unlmied

unlimited

because i dont want anything to work
b

because i loe the miser by

misery
becausei trust the miserty
m

because i know the misery
i knwo the misery
and i trust it becuae i know aht it

what it is

i know mw i know what i am
i know what i wam

i know what i am
and i kow
that person is still
right there

i know that person
is right her
with me always