here or there

it’s kind of like a puzzle
because the mind is
so

addicted

to thinking
to thinking
it can figure everything out
so like the puzzle
is to trick the mind
and its the mind that even
thinks its a puzzle

because it’s really not

it’s simple

it’s not a puzzle

it’s a switch

there aren’t pieces or steps
or

clues to figure out
or codes to crack

it’s a flip of the switch
on or off
in our out

here or there.

the more i dig

not dig but
allow that feeling to rise to the
surface
the more i feel the

dried up
papier mache
crack away revealing
the creamy

infinite

middle

brokenness

when the water isn’t moving

the essence is glass
and the mind breaks it

but without the mind imposing the brokenness

it reverts to glass

there’s no fixing of

mending of the glass
putting the glass together
there’s just the glass and then

belief that it is broken

or not

when you know it’s not broken
when the essence isn’t in pieces

then it’s glass.

rise

my mind and heart
hold the

puppet strings and as
i elevate them

they lift
the veil.

as they rise the
veil is lifted and they rise

simply by not being weighed down

not that i lift
them but i allow them

to rise.

none of that

i’m nothing
i’m everything
and i’m certainly

not what i spend most of my time
thinking i am

i’m more than that
i’m less than that i’m none of that
i’m none of anything
detached from everything
but then what is
the point there isn’t one

Energetic Weight

train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

deeper

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel

calm

at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness

the one that took that helicopter

unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see

seeing it as a

dissected

erector

set

all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but

the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is

was the exact

perfect
combination
to make

a helicopter.

critique

don’t confuse critique

with talking shit
or hating

or black magick

critique
is a discussion
of the

validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies

and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique

to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better

more relevant
more delicious

if art isn’t bringing forth
critique

it’s banal.

only good art is
worth speculating

Both

to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow

flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white

from the black

allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen

become the inbetween

become both
transcend both

lift up
above black and white

where there isn’t either
and there’s always both

separate from

separateness

Sledding

so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side

and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun

and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like

well

i have to climb this hill to do that
again …

that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill

i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing

i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill

which is really not that
hard

and it builds up
the release

it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport

so inherently

it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it

becomes fun

just accepted as part of it

neither good nor bad really

just part of it

am i really doing the work or just saying i’m doing the work

i know the best way to
‘make progress’

is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like

i’m always

trying

to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no

matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like

i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way

aways but

then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it

it’s not about trying

it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying

this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here

but how

stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like

i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god

how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it

i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it

it’s there.

poof

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with

my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and

i know that nothing
is ever acting on me

it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like

don’t like it

that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof

i don’t have a problem anymore.

The Back Yard

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

as long as i am

sending a signal of

not
having
something

that is what life
will show me but when i

change
my
tune

i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing

to look
at it

why am i here

doing this work doing this writing and its to
solidify what i know

so grateful to shore up what i know
so grateful i don’t have to care that i can just say

yes thank you thank i

that i can say thank you to everything
i’m here to shore up what i nkowt

it feels good to release

and to embrace to embrace what i really
want and allow it it feels good to embrace it
to embrace my own success

to know how i feel is my only work and that i
get to choose to feel i get to hooes
choose
to feel i get to choose to feel good

i get to choose to feel at ease
at peace grateful for every moment
i get to choose to be grateful for

every moment to say

yes thank you

to say

yes thank you it feels good to say
yes thank you and n
know that’s all i can do
all i can do

i sallo
is allow source to so i
to do it
i’ll llow
allow source to do it

becuse source wants it

so grateful to be mon
a money magnet
so grateful to attract
moeny

so grateful it’s easy so
grateful to be aware so
grateful to
allow bigger and
better
so grateful to allow bigger and better
so grateful
to do

the work to allow bigger and
better

this is the only work
the feeling is the only work and i can
always release the resistance
and feel the bog self

god self

jump into the god self
jump into

the god self
jump into the god self

jump into the god self
jump into the god self

i decided to feel good about this
to feel good about life to feel good
about my blessings to say

thank you to my blessings to release
the resistance
and feel the god self to feel

genuiine

gen

authentic gratitude
i feel authentic
gratitude

i feel good i feel good i feel the
flow i feel the flow i feel good i feel

enough i feel that life is enough this work
is enough this blessing is enough i ilove

i can release the resistance
and see the i see the i see the i see the blessing
underneath

i release my resistance and i release my resistance
and

it’s easy to feel good it’s easy to say
yes to have a good attitude

its easy to have a good attitude
its easy to say yes thank you
and this work
helps me do that

help sme fo

helps me focus on that feeling
becuase that
feeling is life i

say yes

thank you isay

i say

yes thank you i say
yes thank you yes
thank you i say yes thank you

i choose gratitude
i practice the feeling of gratitude

my consciousness of the spirit
within me as my unlimited source

is the divine power
to restore the years the locusts have eaten

make all things new

and lift me up to the high road
of abundant prosperity

this awareness
understanding

and knowledge of spirit
appears as every visible form
and experience
that i could possibly desire

so grateful to know to know
that i’ve moved on
the my consciousness

is the divine power

it isn’t outside of me

it’s not in someone else
to get more money to hire me again

its in me!

my consciousness of the spirit
within me

my consciousness of the spirit

within me

my consciousness of the spirit
within me

as my unlimited source is the divine
power to resotre the
years the locusts have eaten

make all things new

and lift me up to the high road
of abundant prosperity

restore the years the locusts have eaten

make all things new

and lift me up to the high road
of abundant prosperity

my consciousness of the spirit
within me as my unlimited source

is the divine power
to restore the years the locusts have eaten

make all things new

and lift me up to the high road of abundant

prosperity

this awareness
understanding and knowledge
of spirit

appears as every visible form and experience
i could possible desire

its all in me and ive moved on
there’s no need to look back!!

just say yes thank you
and move on it feels good to move on

vibrationally

to know for sure it feels good to know
for sure to let it go

that i don’t need to hold on to it

that my consciousness of the spririt
within me as my unlimited source
is my divine power

my consciousness of the spirit within me
as my unlimited source

is my divine power

me

not something outside of me

not trying to vibrate with something
that has past

but knowing that bigger and better
is always ont he wa

on the way

always allowing bigger
and better
and it feels good to move on

it feels good to look forward
to feel forward
to kno

to know

to know the here and now

my consciousness of the spirit
within me as my unlimited source

is the divine power to restore
the years the locusts have eaten

make all tings

things new

and lift me up to the high road
of abundant prosperity

my consciousness of the spirit
within me as my unlimited source

is the divine power
to restore the years the locusts have
eaten

make all things new

and lift me up to the
high road of abundant prosperity

to know its me to know
that i’m always
getting what i want that i am

a powerful witch and that
i can always

i can always

i can always

be a match to the next bigger and
better thing i created that i’m
and i’m

always creating bigger and better
i love that i know this
that i can resonate with it and that i can
say

thank you for waht i ahve

i ahve

so grateful to the life experience
that helps me see

helps me realize
where my thoughts are
and how they might
be holding be back

so grateful for the ability to let
those go to have the ability

so grateful
so grateful to know

so grateful i am a maone

money magnet
i can just keep

sayin gyes

make the choice

make the choice to go to
bed feeling good and wake up
feeling good wake up feeling uptim

optimistic
wake up knowing the truth and being open to receving and looking for what
i want to see

so grateful for this day
so

grateful to allow the true
nature of abundance

to express itself

so grateful to make the choice to
feel good now to focusnow
now to allow life

right now to calmly allow
life right now to calmly
allow life right now

to focus in this here and now focus
in this here and focs

focus
on this here and now

the divine consciousness
that i am is forever
expressing his true nature
of abundance

this is its responsibility
not mine

my only responsibility

is to be ware of this truth
therefore i am totally confident in letting go
and letting god appear
as the abundant all sufficiency
in my life and affairs

so grateful shit is blowing up
so grateful its flowing so grateful for orders!!

to decide to go to bed feeling good and
to wake up feeling good
it feels good to allow life
to look for the magick in life

to decide how i want it to be to allow the
blessings that are all

right there

grateful to do this work
to focus to feel the flow flowing
through me to feel the
feeling of yes to feel the
good life to make the choice
to feel good to look for what i want to see
to focu on

to focus on the version i want to
focus on allowing the blessings and
of course they come
it feel soog

feels good to let them in
i decided to wake up feeling good
feeling optimistic

feeling certain about our fate!

and i see it !

and i see it!!

THE DI

the divine consciousness that i am
is forever expressing its true nature of abundance

this is its responsibility not mine
my only responsibility is
to be aware of this turht

truth

thereofre

i am totally confident
in letting go and letting
god appear as the abundant all sufficiency

in my life and affairs

this is its responsibility

not mine

i love the flow i love
this feeling i love tapping in

i love teh feeling of gratitude
i love that i get to fee lit
i love

i love that its all workins go

working out i love that the flow is flowing i love that the
flow is fliwng
the flow
the flow is flowing the
flow is flowing the
flows

is flowing the flow is flowing

the fl
the flow is flowing
i love this day i love the feeling

the feeling of the flow
the feeling
of the flow

the feeling of the flow
the feeling of

the flow the feeling of the flow

tapped in

the divine consciousness
that i am is forever
expressing its true
nature
of

abndance

abundance

this is its responsibility
not mine

my only responsibility
is to be awrae of this truth
there fore
i am totally confidnet in letting go
and letting god appear as the abundant

all sufficiency in my life and affairs

thanks for this here and now
thank you for the flow
ofe

for the feeling for the god self
for the good feeling for the flow
knowing

it st

the feeling first it feels good to feel
good and get

get it in the way that i want!
it feels good to feel good it feels good
to feel good

i feel good i feel the flow
the flow flowing through me
the flow

flowing through me the flow

flowing through me the good life looking for
it and seeing it looking

for it and seeing it looking for it
and seeing it looking for it
and seeing it looking for

i love the power of the work
the focus the choice

and allowing the blissing

blessings to flow
choosing how i want to look at it
i get to choose

how i look at life
and if i look at life
i get to hoose

choose how i feel what i think about
i get to chosoe th

choose the inner narrative
and i love that i get to let go i get to let
go i

i get to let go

it feels good to feel good it
feels good to feel good it feels good

it feels good to feel good it feel

feels good to feel good
it feels good to feel good

to focus to release
everything else and just
feel the truth of life

feel the truth of life
feel the

truth of life

the divine consciousness

that i am is forever expressing its true
nature of abundance

this is its responsibility
not mine

my only responsibility
is to be ware of this truth

this is its resapons

responsibility
not mine
my only responsibility
is to be wa

aware of this truth

forever expressing its true
nature of abundance
this is its responsibility

not mine

my only responsibility
is to be aware of this truth

thereofre i am
totally confident in letting go
and letting god appear
as the abundant

all sufficiency in my life
and affairs

i love that i don’t have to care
i love that i get to just feel
grateful that i can feel the flow

flowin hr

flowing through me i
that i can feel like

life flowing through me
that i can feel that

i can get to choose how i feel
that i getto
to choose to feel good

to feel optimistice
to feel

knowing
to chosoe know

to choose knowing

to choose the side of the wave i prefer
and i lvoe that its working out!

i make the choice
i align m t
the energy i align the energy i align the
energy i align
the energy

forever expressing its
true nature of abundace

this is its responsibility
not mine

my only responsibility

is to be aware
of this truth

my only responsibility
is to be aware of this truth

authentic gratitude

is the ultimate sign of faith
and all you need is a little faith

to make your dreams come true

i know i know i know i know
the way of life i know how life owrks

i know the flow of life i know

i know that money is not my supply
nor is it my number one

priority

enjoying life and feeling the
feeling of god is my only priority
and my only job

i do the wrok
work every day
every moment
of feeling for the god self
of experiencing the god self

and that is the reason
we are here

i am here

is to experience the god self

i love that i get to experience the
god self and remember every day
that

is my job the god
slef th
the

pursuit of the god self
is the only work
of the human and this pursuit
is

neverending in its
fruitfulness

this supply
is infinite

what i am aware of the god self within me
as my total fulfillment

i am totally fulfilled

i am now aware of this truth
i have found

the secret to life and can realx in the
relax in the knoweldge

knowledge that the activity of divine abundance
is eternally operating in my life

authentic gratitude is
the ultimate sign of faith

and all you need is a little faith
to make your dreams come true

authentic
gratitude

not faked gratitude haha

authentic gratitude
is the feeling of god

getting of the way
is the feeling of god

trusting life
is the feeling of god

loving thy neighbor

is the feeling of god

loving whatever i’m doing right now

loving whomever
no matter what they’re doing

always dee

seeing everything
every situration
situation
from the perspective of god

always seeing everything

from the perspective of god
that is the only goal that is life
and that is my only focus

that is where i kkeep

my foucs

i place my entire focus
on the god within

as the only cause of my prosperity

i place my entire focus
on the god within and when i do that
i feel the feeling of god the
connection to god

i know
i know that
my job is

my role in the

the point of my whole life is
to slave an make money????

i think not

so grateful to know the truth
andl ive

live my life through the truth
live my life through

god to allow god
to do all the owrk and

and i can just sit back and watch i can
choose gratitude
and i can always choose love

today i choose love
today i choose to show up for love
and choose to show up for god i know

my only job is to look for god
and when i notice that i’m looking for
something else i can always find that in god
i know

that first comes god then comes
the money first
comes the connection
then comes everything else
and i love that i can totally let go
of caring about money and i love

that this is my work the only work
the vibrational work

and if i can be aware of my thoughts
then i know what my thought patterns are and how
they are affecting my outslef li

outside self

i lov that
it we found a way for it to be very lucrative!!

i know that it is more and more!!!

and i’m so grateful to
every person that orders!!

or subs!!!

so grateful for
every single person who has
ever purchased our work

so grateful!!

so very very grateful!!!

my inner supply instantly
and constantly takes on form and
experience according to my needs and
desires
and

as the principle of supply
in
action it is impossible for me
to have any unfulfilled

needs or desires

i love that i know the truth to life
that i can
feel authentic gratitude
that i can
vibrate

with god that i can feel how god would
care

would feel

god wouldn’t care
god doesn’t care
and i love that i can release all of the

error thoughts all of the program and j

all of the programming and just
show up for life show up for the truth

show up for god know
that the universe
owes me a living

and it’s always on the way!!!

i’m so grateful!!!

for all of our orders!!

for all of our clients
for all of the jobs we’ve ever had for the one swe

we will have again
i’m so grateful

our shit is blwoing
blowing up!!
and i love that i stand by it!!!

i stand by it

i feel genuine gratitude for my life
i feel that the work is working

i feel that more and more
i’m remembering that money isn’t my supply

that i now this

i know this and have authentic gratitude
for the this knowledge
because i know that life reflects me
life reflects how i feel
about it and i have a lust for it

when i have a lust for it it

it has a lust for me
and it sa

as simple as that
it really is as simple as this and i know it

so that is why i do this work the
only work

i know that life is me
i know that
all around me

is me
i know that i am the one

and only creator

i know that i am the one and only creator
i know that i

get to feel good i love

that i get to feel good

i love that i get to feel good

i feel the feeling

authentic gratitude is the
ultimate sign of faith
and

all you need is faith to make
your dreams come true

authentic
gratitude

is the ultimate sign of faith

authentic gratitude
is the ultimate sign of faith
and all you need is
faith to make your dreams comes

true

i am authentically grateful
for all the good in my life and
to realize that

our work is blowing up !!!

it really is

and implying that it wasan’t really helped me
realize that it is

it reall is!!

it’s blowing up!
were doing it!!

and i am so authentically grateful!

filled with the light of truth

and hat’s
that’s all that matters
that is my source and supply
is the light of truth and my only
work is to fill myself up with it

i ove

i love that i know ths that
i can always unwind

i don’t have to let the mind
get wound up
i can alawys unwind the mind back
to center

back to source

back to love
back to god
to the middle
and in the middle

there’s no resistance
no attachment

only existence
only

existing in the here and now
only existing in the here and now
only

existing in the here and now
and i can allow the rest to slip away
i can

allow the rest to slip away i can allow

the god self to flow through me
to unclench

to soften the grip

i am aware of the

flow flowing through me
the love in the middle of me and that
i can always allow that

love to flow and
if i feel myself inchin

pinching off that lofv

love i can always allow it to flow

keep the energy focused
at center allowing myself to focus
in this here and now

allowing myself to focus
in this here and now

at center
always alllowing
allowing the focus to come back
to center knowing this

is theonly w
the only work the only work
the only

work this is the only work
this is the only work

i am conscious of the inner presence
as my lavish abundance

i am conscious of the constant
activity of this mind of infinite prosperity

therefore i my consciousness is filled with the light of

truth

i am conscious of the inner presence
as my lavish abundance

i am conscious of the constant
activity of this mind of infinite prosperity

therefore my consciousness is filled with the
light of truth

constant activity
constant activity

the source is within the
source is within and the

source is constantly acting
on my behalf it never stops
and there is no limit to

my connection to it and therefore
its ability to provide

to reflect my desires
to reflect my subconscious

it feels good to sink
it to look for what i want and see it
to know that i get to chosoe

to know that i get to choose

choose the presence
choose the connection to god

choose the moment
choose the light of truth

choose the light of truth
in this here and now and that’s
all i can do is

return to centr
return to center

return to center

return to this here and now
i can focus the energy i know its all

only ever energy i love that i cana

always remember this truth
and vibrate in unision

with this truth
and this is my only work
my only work
is to vibrate in unision

with this truth
and to trust

each moment as it comes
i trsut

i trust each moment
as it ccomes and know that
in each moment

i can always align with god
i can always

align with god i can always

vibate
vibrate in unision with this
truth

i am conscious of the inner presence
as my lavish abundance

i am conscious of the constant
activity of this mind
of in

infinite prosperity

therefore my consciousness
is filled with the light of truth

i feel good and though i’m tempted to
feel bad

for feeling good

i know hat me

that me feeling bad
isn’t going to help any
situation

but me feeling good might
it will certainly contribute to my
own well being
and i know it’s up to me

to choose enthusiasm for life
to choose confidence in the universe
to provide for me

to say yes thank you to allow
life to flow through me and to

know that it’s all in the mind

i am conscious of the inner presence
as my lavish abundance
i am conscious of the constant
activity of this mind of infinite prosperity

therefore my consciousness

is filled witht he light the light of truth

i am conscious

of the inner presence
as my lavish abundance

i am conscious of the constant
activity of this mind
of infinite prosperity

therefore

my consciousness is

filled

with the light of truth

filled
my consciousnessness
is filled with source energy
and i know

that

the inner presence
is constantly creating on my behalf

i love that i know this i love
that i can relax in this knowledge

my consciousness is filled with
the light of truth

my consciousness is filled
with the light of truth

my consciousness is filled
with the light of truth

i am conscious of the inner presence
as my lavish abundance

i am conscious of the constant
activity of this mind
of infinite prosperity

therefore my consciousness
is filled with the light of truth

i am conscious

of the inner presence

as my lavish abundance

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of the constant activity of this
mind of infinite prosperity

thereofre my

therefore my consciousness
is filled with the light of truth

i am conscious of the constant
activiity of

activity of this mind of infinite prosperity

therefore my consciousness is filled with
the light of truth

i vibrate in unison with god
with confidence in the flow

when i am confident in life
it responds

i kno wthat life
is always working out for me
and iknow

i know that ‘fuck yeahs’

are always on my way i know
that fuck yeahs are on their
way to me everyday i

i know that i am a money magnet
i know that i attract it
because it is the vibration of me

i am conscious of the
constant activity
of this mind

of infinite prosperity

therefore my consciousness
is filled with the light
of truth

my consciousness
is filled

with the light of truth

i don’t have to wonder
i don’t have to seek

anything outside of me

because my consciousness
is already filled

my consciousness is already
filled with the light of truth

my consicousness is

my consciousness is
already filled with the light of truth

confidence booster

how would i and why would i want to
i know i know there
that i definitely lack a certain confidence in my own success
and to bring light to that

already feels like it helps a lot
but why

i feel bad about trying to make money
i feel that i am white and everything i do is
exploitation

so how can i boost my confidence

how can i feel confident in my own success
believe in my own success

look for evidence of it
look for reasons to feel good about myself

believe in god.

wwa
i want to believe in my own work
to be

certain of my own success
to be certain of the cue

it wont take away from
anyone else

it can help hem

them

confidnece
confidence booster
what would help me

what would help me is to

remember to believe in myself
and keep believeing in myself

keep believing in myself
in my version in my power
in my

proximity to god what would hlep
me gain confidence in my own owrk??

how can i feel more confident in my won work

own work??

let go allow trust
and know

trust know that i deserve it
that ia m am it
ath

that my success is only measured by
my connection

lift up my mind and heart
what does that mean

boost my mind and heart how do i do that

i rise above i rise above the
negative thoughts the
resistant thoughts

i rise above the collective error thoughts
i rise above the
resistant thoughts

you’re releasing what is weighing you down
you’re releasing what is
weighing you down
and simply by not being

weighed down

you rise.

release the resistant thoughts that
are holding you back

release the beliefs

the limiting beliefs
release all the limiting beliefs
and without them

there’s limitless potential

you don’t have to try to think
your way to success, just stop
thinking yourself out of it.

how can i feel more confident
in my work and myself?

focus on it every day
cultivate confidence every day

cultivate it
look for things to like about my work
look for evidence that it’s working
even if just the smallest thing
and release the thoughts that
are preventing success and abundance from showing up

what about in a social situation
afraid of what someone will thing
afraid of how you will be received

so comes back to fear
in both cases comes back to fear

fear
of failure
fear of rejection

cultivating
confidence through
kindness

confidence in yourself
and confidence in life
in others

confident that life will show up for you
when you show up for it

then when you offer kindess

and authenticity

you will receive it

brave enough to be apologetically you

what’s holding me back?
inability to commit to a routine
fear that my work sucks? or doesn’t have value or is appropriative
or will face scrutiny
or will be seen as white

afraid to make money and be seen as a capitalist

the thought and then is opposite
and you cut the paper and they’re not weighed down anymore?

i do feel more confidnet

what would you do if you knew you were
going to succeed?

how would you feel if you knew you
were going to succeed??

get in the feeling place
of whre you want to be put yourself gh

there
get there without needing

validation

how would you feel if you knew that
interaction was going to be a success?

how do i boost my confidence?
the first thing is being aware that
i wasn’t feeling confident
and that awareness can change a lot

i know i have many reasons to feel confident
and that i can choose
to focus on those i can choose to feel certain

i can choose to acknowledge the certainty
of god’s presence

that’s how you really boost your confidence is by

doing the work to remember

it’s not you

it’s not really you
i

it’s never you.
when

a pie graph that measures
confidence vs doubt

beginning and end?

confidence booster

confidence booster
boosting your confidence on the god within

your willingness to trust it
and your willingness to allow it
to come through you

a your genius self
when you allow god that is your genius self
when you

confidence booster
am i confident?

in my life?
in my self?
in god??

in the universe’s ability to provide for me??

sometimes lol

the divine presence i am

i lift up my mind and heart
to be aware to understand and to know
that the divine presence ia m
is the substance

the source and substance of all my good

i lift up my mind and heart to be aware
to understand

and to know

that the divine presence i am is the source
and substance of all
my good

i lift up my mind and heart to be ware

aware to understand
and to know

that the divine presence ia m

is the sourcce
and substance of all my good

the divine presence i am

the

centered presence i am
teh

the middle presence iam and it feels good
to cultivate that

sensitivity
to center

today i am at ccenter

i am in the middle i do

i don’ ta

care either way and i’m not
off messing around in the past or the future

i’m here now i’m here anow

in the center
int he

middle of the infinite now

i can always exist at center
i can detach

i can always detach
i can
always detach i can alway s

detach

and return to center return
to the middle to the here and now

i lift up my

mind

and heart

to be aware

to understand

and to know

that the divine presence I AM
is the source and substance
of all my good

i lift up my mind and heart
to be wa

aware to understand
and to know
that the

divine presence i am
is the source and substance of
all my good

the divine presence i am is the

source

and the substance

of all my good

the divine prsence
presence iam i

i am is the source and substance
of all my good

the divine presence i am
is the source and substance

of all my good

the source
and subtance

of all god go

all my god

i know i know the turht to
truth to life
i
know the truth to life i know

the truth to life i know the
truth to life i know the

truth of life i know the truth of life
i know the truth of life

i know the truth of life

i know the power of the focus
i know the power
of the mind i nkow the

i am aware
i understand

and i know

i am aware i understand and i know
i am aware

i understand and i know

that it’s all the feeling
it’s what

in what i give to life
it’s what i give

it’s what i bring
it’s how much

i show up for life
it’s how much i show up for life
and i know that this is my only
work

i’m focusing right now i’m here now
i’m in the flow

i’m in the flow in the
here and now
i’m

focused in the here and now
i know that the divine

presence

i am is the source and substance

of all my good.

i focused within i feel the
conditioning slipping away
and thr

the truth coming forward so
grateful i know the truth of life
that i know

where the true source of
life originates
and that i can cultivate that

spirit

every day

releasing the lies
releasing the

lies

and embracing the truth
it feels good to embrace the
truth it feels good
to embrace life

ifee

it feels good to let go of all
the resistane

anything i’m holding on to
anythin gi’m tryi

trying to figure out

anything the mind is on
any tweaker mission
of the mind

release the tweaker missions
of the mind

and it feels good to let them go
and sink into the

everlasting now

knowing that money isn’t my source

the divine presence I AM

is the source
and substance
of all my good

the divine presence i am
is the source and substance of
all my good

release teh lies
the lies and embrace the truth

release the lies
and embrace the truth

release the lies
and embrace the truth

elea

release the resistance
release everything that isn’t the
feeling of connectiont o god

to god

it feels good to release
to releaes to

to release the

release the lies
the collective lies

and embrace
my divine inheritance
as a being of god

it feels good to sink
into the higher powers
the

higher levels of perception
it feels good to elevate

to say yes to say yes

to simply
exist
in the center its my right
to simply exist

in the center
its my right to simply exist

in the center i come to center
i don’ care

i don’t have an opinion

it feels godot

to release the false battles in my mind
i feel like if i could do that

i could

really elevate to the next level

i turn my focus to the divine presence

i am

i turn my focus to the divine presence
i am

it feels good to tune myself it feels
good to feel in tune with the
divine presence

it feels good to know it feels good
to know for sure
to releax in

relax in the knowledge
to know

it’s always

always

always coming to me and through me

it feels good to feel centered
to tap into the

tap into the god tap into the god
feeling it feels good

to tap into the god feeling
and know that i can just let god
take me where i need to go

knowing that god is in everything
knowing that god

is in everything i

knowing that god is in
everything knkowing

knowing that god is in everything that
happens

i trust it

i trust everything that happens.

and i always return to center
to the middle

no attachments
just allowing life and

this divine presence

is the source and substance

the source AND the substance

the source and the substance
and i know this i know this
and it feels good

it feels right
to align with this knowledge
to align with the powers of god

it feels so good to align
with the powers of god and know
that the particles must align
to reflect the
god self

god is lavish

unfailing abundance

the rich ominipresent substance
of the universe

this all providing source
of infinite prosperity
is individualized as me

the reality of me

god is lavish unfailing abundance

the rich omnipresent ubstance

substance of the universe
this all providing source of infintie prosperity

is individualized as me
the reality of me

god is lavish unfailing

abundance

the rich
omnipresent substance of the universe

this all providing source of infinite prosperity
is individualized as me

the reality of me

god is lavish unfailing
abundance
the rich omnipresent substance of the
universe

this all providing source of infinite prosperity

is individualized as me

the reality of me

grateful to do this work
grateful for this day to be alive

to celebratel ife
to celebrate life rot

today

in this here and now

so graetful grateful for where i am
for who i am
so grateful i love myself and my work

so grateful to do this work and to remember

that it’s only
ever

the feeling

it’s only
ever

a feeling it’s only

ever

a feeling
it’s only
ever a feeling
it’s only ever

a feeling it’s only
ever the energy its the energy
it sthe

the energy and ic n

always choose

alignment with source energy

so grateful for this day
so grateful for this day

so grateful for this day
for this moment for this here and now

for the energy of life
so grateful for

the energy

so grateful for the power of the focus
to

flext the

flex the focus muscle
to feel good now to feel the flow
flowing through me no

i feel good now i feel good now
i feel good now i

feel good now i feel good now i feel

good now i feel good now i feel the
flow now i feel the energy right now i feel
the energy right now i feel the
energy firht

right now i feel the flow right now i feel the
flow right now

i feel the

richness within

the abundance within the infinite
abundance within
and i know

i’m already there
i already made it

to the here and now
so graetful

grateful for the here and now for the
here and now

so grateful for this day

so graetful i am alive!!!

that i can walk and talk and eat

so graetful

grateful for this flow
grateful for this flow

flowing through me grateful for

the energy of life
flowing through me

so grateful for etsy orders!
so grateful for lulu revenues!!

so grateful for tarot readings!
and markets!!

and wholesale orders!!

so grateful for this beautiful city we live in
so grateful for myperfect home

so grateful for pizza!!

and sushi!!

and warm weather and the windows open
and a new niece or nephew!

so grateful for this here and now
for love to feel love and send it

so grateful for

to feel genuine love so grateful to
feel enjui

genuine love

to show up for love
today i show up for loe
t

today i show up for god
it feels good to do the only work that matters
and know that life
is always working in my faovr

favor

it feels good to know this is
the only work it feels good

to know this is the only work this
is the only work showing up for love is the only work

the thoughts feelings and vibrations
are the only work

the thoughts feelings and
vibrations

are the only work

i love that i know this i love that i can choose
to feel good now to trust the flow right now
i love that i know its

flowing the more i notice it the more i get!

i love that it’s flowing i love
that the blessings are flying from everywhere i love
saying yes i love

being here in the now

relaxing into the now
allowing in the now allowing in the
now

allowing in the now allowing the flow
to flow through me in the now
i allow in the now

i allow in the now i choose in the now
i allow the mind to choose

that is all it is allowed to do

are you going to make a choice here?

do so and then fall back
then get out of the way allow
the mind to choose

then get out of thew ay and

and all the lavish

unfailing abundance that is god to do the rest
i love that this is my moment
i love that i can do it i can step

fully into the moment fully into the here and now

fully into the focus on my
own lavish abundance

that is the only point of focus and i know i never
have to worry becuasee t

first you line up the energy and
then you see the evidence

i know that the

my supply is not outside of me
i know that i know that mky supply
is not outside of me

i know that my supply is not outside
of me i know that the supply
is within and the more i commune

with the infinite within
the more full
the

more satisfied i feel and i know that if
i ever seek anything its becuase there
se
is distance between me and the god self
i love

that i can always feel the god self i can

always feel the god self in the here and now
i can always
commune with the god self
i

can always get close to the god sle
f
self
and allow the

scattered
tense

afraid
self

to relax intot he

into the source from whence they came

so grateful to know the truth
and to celebrate this truth
every moment i can

to know that is my only job
is to celebrate the truth that i am
in fact

god

i love that i get to choose
i love that i
get to choose to allow the infinite supply

to show up in my life.

i keep my mind

and thoughts off this world
and place my entire focus on
the god within as the only caue of

cause of my prosperity
i acknowledge the inner presence
as the only activity in my life and affairs

as the substance of all things visible.

i place my faith in the principle of abundance within me.

i invite miracles
into my life

in invite blessings
and i operate alongside them

foucs here focus here focus in one place

and breathe

and it’s just that easy

it’s just that easy
i love that it’s flowing i love that it’s flowing

i love the here and now
i love mys work i love that i can

always focus in one place
focus in one place and

breathe

say thankyou

thank you to the
here and now
thank you to the here and now
thank you to the here and now

thank you to the here and now
thank you to the here and now
thank you

thank you to the here and now
thank you

to thee

i keep my mind and thoughts
off this world
and

place my entire focus
on the god within as the only
cause of my prosperity

i acknowledge
the inner presence
as only activity in my financail a

financial affairs, as the substance
of all things visible

i place my faithin

in the princple of abundance
in action within me

i keep my mind and thoughts off this
world and place my entire focus
on the god within as the only cause of my prosperity

i acknowledge the inner presence
as the only activity in my financial affairs

as the substance of all things visible

i keep my mind and thoughts off this world

i bless everything that comes to me
as i know i know that
everything is in my favor i say

yes to everything that is
i say yes to everything that is

i say yes to everything that is

i keep my mind and thoughts
off this world i keep my mind

and thoughts off this orld

off this world

and place my entire focus
on the god within

i place my entire focus

on the god within

as the only cause of my prosperity.

i acknowledge the inner presence
as the only activity in my financial affairs

as the substance of all things visible

the substance of all things visible

i keep my mind and thoughts off this
world andp

place my entire focus
on the god within as the

on the god within as the only activity in my financila
affairs

as the substance of all things visible

i focus within i focus on the feeling
the truth of life i focus on eh

on the truth of life th magi

the magick of life
the feeling of on

enthusiasm for life

i bring love to every situration
i bring love to every

situation i bring love i bring love

i bring love t

to everyomme

oment

i show up for love
in every moment i

show up for love in

every moment i show up for love i show up
for love i show up for love

i show up for god i show up for god

i feel the feeling i keep my mind and thoughts
off this world

i keep my mind and thoughts off this world
and place my entire focus on the god within
as the only cause of my prosperity

i acknowledge the inner presence as the only
activity in my financial affairs

as the substance of all things visible

i place my faith in the principle of abundance
in action within me

i love that it’s working i love
that i’m seeing it work i love
looking for whta i want
what i want to see i love

looking for what i want to see i love
doing me i love doing me i love doing me

i love doing me i love
doing me
i love

release the problems of the mind
the addictions of the mind

the obsessions of the mind
the

played out old ass stories
and fantasies of the mind

i can release it all and i know
that it’s all made up i now

i know that there is
peace beyond the mind and that
it’s ok
to exist

outside of the mind in
fact

its preferable
and i know that all i can do is
release the trappings of the mind
and drop in

drop out

into the infinite now that’s all i can
my abundance is

related to my letting go
to my feeling of abundance

my proximity to magick

and that’s all

it feels good to focus and let it
all go to remember it’s all a freeling

feeling its all vibration

its all love its all a feeling its all love
its all a vibration its a

i don’t have to think
i don’t have to wondeer i

don’t have to worry
i can simply use the mind

to decide and the move on

don ‘t

don’t have to hold on
don’t have to

perpetuate

i can just choose i can just
choosei ch

i canchoose
choose the feeling

i know hat

that everything is a feeling

and feelings are
and indicator of proximity to god

that’s it and that’s all i can i canle

let go and feel relief and then
i see relief everything

i let go of all the made of
stories of the mind
and only use the mind

to decide what i prefer
and allow the
world to change right in front of my eyes

i know this power

i know this power i know this poer
i know this power

this is my pwoer

i know that all that matters
though is my proximity to god

that is my real power
is returning to god

all i dan

can do is return to god and allow
god to doall the
the hte work

allow source
energy

the particles to fill it in
i know this is how it works i know

this is the secret t life

i know this is the secret to life
i know this
is the secret to life
i know this is the secret to life

total fulfillment

in the here and now
and i’m relieved the end is in sight
there’s an end in sight and its a das

sad end but its better than a
really long drawn out painful end

when i am aware of the god self within
as my total fulfillment

i am totally fulfilled

i am now aware of this truth
i have found the secret to life and can
relax in the knowledge that the
activity of divine abundance

is eternally operating in my life

i simply have to be aware of the flow
the radiation of creative energy

which is continuously
easily and effortlessly pouring forth from my
divine consciousness

i am now aware

i am now in the flow

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and can relax in the knowledge that the activity of
divine abundance is
eternally

operating in my life

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the radiation of creative energy which is continuosly
easily
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consciousness

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when i am aware of the god self
wtihin me as my total fulfillment

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fulfilled

totally fulfilled
and just allow the flow to flow

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the for the blessings
in every moment

WHEN

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as my total fulfillment

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