Manifesto

the feeling work is the only work and the
feeling body that is me is my art
is my ultimate creation that is
always a single work in progress

with no waste and no expense it is the perfect project

I

is the masterpiece

I

as the masterpiece

god like me

god like me god is me
which is infinite
they
we

are one and the same
and that is nothing
and everything all at once.

here or there

it’s kind of like a puzzle
because the mind is
so

addicted

to thinking
to thinking
it can figure everything out
so like the puzzle
is to trick the mind
and its the mind that even
thinks its a puzzle

because it’s really not

it’s simple

it’s not a puzzle

it’s a switch

there aren’t pieces or steps
or

clues to figure out
or codes to crack

it’s a flip of the switch
on or off
in our out

here or there.

the more i dig

not dig but
allow that feeling to rise to the
surface
the more i feel the

dried up
papier mache
crack away revealing
the creamy

infinite

middle

brokenness

when the water isn’t moving

the essence is glass
and the mind breaks it

but without the mind imposing the brokenness

it reverts to glass

there’s no fixing of

mending of the glass
putting the glass together
there’s just the glass and then

belief that it is broken

or not

when you know it’s not broken
when the essence isn’t in pieces

then it’s glass.

rise

my mind and heart
hold the

puppet strings and as
i elevate them

they lift
the veil.

as they rise the
veil is lifted and they rise

simply by not being weighed down

not that i lift
them but i allow them

to rise.

none of that

i’m nothing
i’m everything
and i’m certainly

not what i spend most of my time
thinking i am

i’m more than that
i’m less than that i’m none of that
i’m none of anything
detached from everything
but then what is
the point there isn’t one

Energetic Weight

train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

deeper

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel

calm

at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness

the one that took that helicopter

unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see

seeing it as a

dissected

erector

set

all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but

the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is

was the exact

perfect
combination
to make

a helicopter.

critique

don’t confuse critique

with talking shit
or hating

or black magick

critique
is a discussion
of the

validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies

and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique

to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better

more relevant
more delicious

if art isn’t bringing forth
critique

it’s banal.

only good art is
worth speculating

Both

to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow

flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white

from the black

allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen

become the inbetween

become both
transcend both

lift up
above black and white

where there isn’t either
and there’s always both

separate from

separateness

Sledding

so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side

and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun

and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like

well

i have to climb this hill to do that
again …

that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill

i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing

i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill

which is really not that
hard

and it builds up
the release

it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport

so inherently

it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it

becomes fun

just accepted as part of it

neither good nor bad really

just part of it

am i really doing the work or just saying i’m doing the work

i know the best way to
‘make progress’

is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like

i’m always

trying

to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no

matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like

i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way

aways but

then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it

it’s not about trying

it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying

this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here

but how

stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like

i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god

how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it

i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it

it’s there.

poof

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with

my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and

i know that nothing
is ever acting on me

it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like

don’t like it

that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof

i don’t have a problem anymore.

The Back Yard

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

as long as i am

sending a signal of

not
having
something

that is what life
will show me but when i

change
my
tune

i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing

to look
at it

thank you

for this moment for this feeling
for the ability to feel how i choose to feel

for the ability for the poweer for the poweer to choose
foor t

for the power to remember my power
the power of the feeling the poweer of the choice the power
of not wondering i get to choose
the poweer of the choice and i love the
feeling of making the choice to feel

to feel good to be in the vibation of winning

i know everything is vibration i know eveything reflectsm e
i know that tnothing is outisde of me i loe that i know that its all me i lovee that i know the
truth of life i lve that i know the truth of life

i love that i get to feel good that i get to love
that i get to choose how i see my life
that iget to choose how i feel in my life that i
get to choose teh feeling no matter what
and i kow that the feling

the feeling is the truth i love that
i know that the
feeling is the truth i love that
i know that the feeling is the truth

i love that i know i love that i get to choose to
feel good now i love that i get to feel good nwo i lovet hat
i get to choose to feel good now i love that
i get to feel good now i love that
i get to feel good

now i love that i get to feel good now i love that i get to feel good now i love
that i get to choose thte feeling i lovtha ti know i am the sourc
ei lovet hat i know i am the souce that
i get to enjoy life now that life is good that life is good

i love that i get to feel good now i love
that i know i’m already there i love that i don’t care

because i know athever whatever happens is in my favvor
i love that i get to tune the self i love that
i get to feel good now i love that i get to feel the
feelign now that i get to choose the feeling now that
i get to choose the feeling now i love that

i get to choose the feeling now i get to choose love now
i get to choose happiness now i get to choose
ahpp

happiness now i get to choose happiness now i get to cchoose
choose to feel good now i get to choose to feel good now i get to

choose how i feel right now i get to choose the magick of life
i get to choose my own poewrr i get to choose this work the only work

the presence work the awareness work i love that
i get to be aware i love that i am w

aware i love that i kow the feelig and the feelng is all there

there is that the feeling is a cchoicea d the
choice is awareness

that all there is is awareness
all there is is the observer
and that i can just observe i love that i get to i love that
i know the poweer of me i love that i know the power
of me i love that i get to choose it i love that i know the poweer of me
and the power of me is the ohcioc

choic ei love that i know this

i know this i love oding this work
i love making the time to do this work i ove making the time

to chooseh ow if eel shoos

choose how i feel i love that i know this is real
this is really how lie works i love that; i know this
i love that i know this i love thet

the better it gets i love the better its

it gets and that i get to choose love i get to just choose love
i get to just choose love i love that its hat easy

i lov ethat

i love that its taht easy to choose how i feel and it alreayd is
i love that its that easy i love that i know
i found the secret to life

and can releax in the knowledget hat the
activity of diine abundance
is eternally operating in my life

i simply have to be aware
of the flow the radiation of creative

energy which is continoyls y

which is continuously
easily
and effortlessly pouring forth
from my divine consciousness

i am now aware
i am now in the flow

pouring forth from my divine conscciousess

i am now aware
i am now in the flow

i know i know i have the ower i am the ower
i am

that is all that i am

i am

i love that i know this all i can do is be
present right here and now
all ic an do is feel the feeling right now
and release the rest
and the feeling is loe

all i can do is feel love right now
and tat’s all there is

that’s all i would hope to achieve
to gain

but its right

i love that i know the truth of life the truth of the feeling i love

i love that i love that i get to choose how i feel that
i get to choose how to love i love that i
get to choose
how to love i love

i love that i get to choose hwo i feel i love
remembering that i am the source i love keeping my poer
not giving it aware

away

i love that i know
when i ask it is given
and i can just allow i know
that life is always working out for me

i love that i know that life ia lways
in my favor and i get to celebrate that
i love hat

the feeling of tuning i love that i get o chooe it
i love that i get to choose
abundance

i get to choose

how i feel about it all i get to choose love about it all
i
m

i’m here because i know i know the only work i know th power

i know the power of milking the feeling when i feel good i know
the power of makeing
making the choice how i feel i know the power of making the choice

how i feel about myself only i can
choose how i feel about myself
how i fsee
see myself my life my relationship

my lfe

i am the creator of me i know that i know the

i knokw that i am the crator
creator of me

i get to choose i get to choose the power of me i get to choose the
o
power of me i get to choose the power of em i get to chooset he pthe power of me i get to choose the
power of me i love ththat
i get to choose to feel good i love that i

thank you thank you thnk you
for the feeling for the feeling t
for the feeling thak you
thankyou for
for the feeling

thank you for thank

thanky ou thank you thank you
for the feeling the feeling here and now

for remembering that i get to choose i get to choose how i
se myself i get to choose how i look at life i love that i get to i lovee that i
remember that get to choose ohow
how i feel i get to choose how i feel

i get to choose to feel good i’m here doig the work
to feel the feeling i

i love that i know this is the only work
i love that i get to tune the self i love that i get to

say yes to everything that is i love that
i get to feel good i love that i get to love i love
where i am right now i love that i
get to feel good i love the feeling of the tuing i love
the
that i get t

to remember who i am i love that i get to
remember who i am i love that
i get to remember who i am
i love that i get to i love that i get to i ko

i love that

where ia m right now
i love where ia m right now

i love that i get to choose the feeling i ove that
i know it i love makig the time ti
to feel it to remember who ia m i love making the time to

remember who i am i love that i know that i can retrun
to self at any moment i love that i know i can chate

change the way i look at things at any moment
i love that i get to choose i love

that i get to choose how i feel i get to choose to feel it
now i get to choose the feeling now i can c

always choose the feeling now

i get to choose how i feel how i see
myself how i feel about myself and then that is my reality

i know that i get to choose i lov
i know that i get to choose i know that

i get to choose i know that i get to choose
i know that i get to choose how i see myself

how i feel how i see myself

how i feel

i get to choose how i see myself
how i feel in my body in my experince i ce

get to choose how i feel in my experience

i get to choose how i eee

feeling in my experience

i get to

choose how i feel i get to choose how i feel i get to choose i get to choose
the fer
version i prefer i get to choose the
the
version i prefer

i love that i get to choose

i get to choose what i look for the energy
i put out the energy i want

invite in the energy i am a match to i get to choose ig i
i get to choose love and affection i gett o
to choose love and affection i get to choose i get to choose to
feel good i get to fooc
gh

choose to feel good i
get to s
choose to feel good i

i get to choose how i feel about myself na dmy life
i get to choosee how i
feel about it i get to choose love i loet
i get to choose to feel good
i get to choose to feel good

i ge tto

yes i get to choose i know its me i know its me i know

its me i kow its the
i know the energy and i get to feel it i know the

energy and i get to feel it i get to choose teh
energy i get to be the energy

i get to be the energy i get o
to be the energy i get to be the energy

i get to choose how i feel about that i get to choose the
version i create i get to choose teh version i create
i get to choose the
version i create i get to

choose the version i

i love that i get to chooseh
how i feel about that i get to chosoe how i feel about life
about myself i love that i
get to choose how i feel about myself i love that
i get to choose how i feel about life
i love that

i know that i create with the feeling i love that i know that i
create with the feeling

all of life is the feeling i know that all of life
is the feeling and i’m so grateful i know this !

i’m so grateful i know!

i get to choose

i know the feeling and i know i know that t

the one thing i always wished i did but id idnt do
which was keep myself instead of handing myself over
and i’m so grateful fort he time and space to keep myself
to remember who i am
to remembe that i am the king i am the one with the power nad hte

work always works the work wlayse

always helps fo
the focuse dwork
focusing on not caring how focused i am

i lovee that i get to 3

how would you feel if it already was

so grateful to remember

who has the power i do who has the power id o

so grateful to remember
that i get to choosee i get to choose love i get to choose the
feeling i get to celebrate life right now i get to
act as if that’s lit er aly

the only thing i can do
is feel the feeling now and i knwo
i know its true
i love that i nwo i love that
i know that its’ only ever me who gets to choose how i feel

i get to hoo
choose it now and i never have to wonder and that is the only wrok !!!

it’s only ever me

so grateful for the time and space to remember who i am
anf r

and for the awareness to know that i’m getting what i wanted
and be grateful so grateful for the time and spacce to remember who i am
so grateful tf
for the time and spacce to do this work the only work
the only work that matters
so grateful to be here feeling the feeling bring that

bringing that feeling to all of life and knowing that its the feeling that
r
ccreates its only ever the feeling its only eer the
feeling and i love that i know this i love that i

its only ever the feeling its only ever the feeling and i love that
i am always getting what i want i love that i am always getting what i a

want and i can say thanks god for eerythi
everything

i love that i know that it’s only ever me i love

getting up early i love feeling the feeling of love i love that
i get to lov eno matter what i love that

no matter what

i can awlays choose love i

i can always choose love i can always choose love i can alwys chooset he
feeling the feeling is me the
feeling is literally who ia m and i love that i know that i love that i know

i love that i ko that i love that i know

nothing ouside of me matters a
nd that the feeling is always right here with me and i

dont need anyone or anything to feel good i love that
i know ti love th i love that i know this i t

get to feel it now i love that i
get to feel it now i love that
i get to

feel it no wi love that ig et ot feel it i now

i love where ia m right now i love that i get to feel good i love
the time and psacc

space to do this work so grateful for the time and space
to remember who i am

so graetful for thet ime and space to decide how i want to feel
to decide who

how i wantt to feel i love that i get to

do the only work i love that i get to do the only work
that i know thi si s

so grateful for the time and psace
to do the only work that matters

this is the only work this is the only life
how i feel is ghte the only life

i get to choose i get to choose i wkno

i know i have the power i now
i now h
i know i have the poer i ln

i know i have teh pweor to choose i love that
i don’t have to care i love that
ig et to do me i love that i get to do me

i love that i get to dome i love that
i get to feel good i love that i get to feel good

i choose the feeling and every time i become aware

of how i’m feeling i can choose to
release the tensoin

tension of projecting my attention outside of me
and it feels so good to relese t

release the tension to remember the truth
it feels so good to

remember the
truth to remember the truth
the remember the truth

every time i become aware because awareness
is all there is awareness is all there is and i love that
i know that i get to feel good now

that i get to live myse life
li
my life now i get to feel ood now i get to live life now i get to
feel good now i get ot behow

to be happy right now
i get to feel it i know i am the drive
ho

driver of how i feel i know i am the driver of how i feel i know
i am the driver

of how i feel i know i am the driver
of how i feel i get to choose how i feel and i love that i know this i lovethat
i know i this
every time i get to choose and when i sh

choose the is the r
truth
when i choose how i feel

when i choose a feeling
life reflects it right aware

when i choose a feelng that’s my c
truth

how i feel is my st

truth and i know it works every time

ig et to choose every time and i know the power of the choice

i know

the power of the choice
i know that is only power the po

the only thing i can do
is choose teh only thing i can do
is feel the only thing i can do

is be be the feeling i want to be
now be he feeling i want to feel right now

how would i want to feel how owuld

would i feel it what i wanted was tue
and i

i get to feel it here and now i get ot feel the
feeling of love now i get to choose it now

i nver have to wonder jut choose an dso
graeful to remember that so gateful
to get to choosee
so graedulf to get to choose

grateful to have a good day
celebrateing me

celebrating me celebrating life
i get to feel the feeling

i am aware i lov that i get to choose to
be aware i love that
i get ot hcoose love i loe
that i get to choose lov ei

i love that i get to choose love

i love that i get to choose to feel good
i love that i
get to choose to feel good now i

i love that i get to choose to fele how
i want to feel i choose how i want to feel
i get to xh

choose how i want to fee li

i know

that it’s all working out perfectly
i know that it’s all unfolding perfectly in the flow
i know that life is unfolding perfectly
in the flow

i know its all afee
a feeling i know all of life is a feeling
and i get to choose how i feel about it
i get to choose how i feel w
about it and life must follow it k
i know thtat life f
must follow it

thank you

for this day for this feeling for the moment
so grateful for the moment for this here and now so grateful to feel good now to feel good now to feel the
flow now to feel the feelig now

never feel the feleing of
the wish not fulfilled
know that the wish is fulfilled
and feel the feeling of the wish fulfilled
i know that is all ther is
i know that is all ther eis and i love that i nkow the
secret to life

i ilove that i dont have to care

i love that i get to choose to live in the now and
be happy now i love that i am loved

the work works the feeling works the knwoing work the loves works the
awreness is alwas thereness
the arenes sis the i love that i know that i can
just be aware

i get to be happy i get to enjoy life
i get to love life i get to love life right now

so grateful to get to love life

so gratful to do the work
to feel the flow to do the work to feel the flow
to feel the flow to feel the flow
so grateful to feel the flow
to

feel the flow to feel the flow to feel good now t
o ffeel good now so grateufl to feel good now

i know the power of me

the inner voice the feeling the feeling the
feelig the feeling of whtever i wnat i get to choose the feeling

the feeling ig get to choose it i know that thwn
when i ask it already is something ithat i want it already is
and all i can do is ffeel the feeling now

i am brave enough to feel the feeling now