the feeling work is the only work and the
feeling body that is me is my art
is my ultimate creation that is
always a single work in progress
with no waste and no expense it is the perfect project
I
is the masterpiece
I
as the masterpiece
the feeling work is the only work and the
feeling body that is me is my art
is my ultimate creation that is
always a single work in progress
with no waste and no expense it is the perfect project
I
is the masterpiece
I
as the masterpiece
god like me god is me
which is infinite
they
we
are one and the same
and that is nothing
and everything all at once.
it’s kind of like a puzzle
because the mind is
so
addicted
to thinking
to thinking
it can figure everything out
so like the puzzle
is to trick the mind
and its the mind that even
thinks its a puzzle
because it’s really not
it’s simple
it’s not a puzzle
it’s a switch
there aren’t pieces or steps
or
clues to figure out
or codes to crack
it’s a flip of the switch
on or off
in our out
here or there.
not dig but
allow that feeling to rise to the
surface
the more i feel the
dried up
papier mache
crack away revealing
the creamy
infinite
middle
death kept knocking
and i kept on saying
no one’s home
and then one day he
didn’t knock
and i wished he had.
i keep feeling like there is something i’m
supposed to be doing and
i think it’s to
feel good.
when the water isn’t moving
the essence is glass
and the mind breaks it
but without the mind imposing the brokenness
it reverts to glass
there’s no fixing of
mending of the glass
putting the glass together
there’s just the glass and then
belief that it is broken
or not
when you know it’s not broken
when the essence isn’t in pieces
then it’s glass.
my mind and heart
hold the
puppet strings and as
i elevate them
they lift
the veil.
as they rise the
veil is lifted and they rise
simply by not being weighed down
not that i lift
them but i allow them
to rise.
i
am
the
entire
universe
i’m nothing
i’m everything
and i’m certainly
not what i spend most of my time
thinking i am
i’m more than that
i’m less than that i’m none of that
i’m none of anything
detached from everything
but then what is
the point there isn’t one
train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus
i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to
adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value
am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to
add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all
but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them
drifting away
i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite
i feel safe i feel protected i feel
calm
at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air
struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness
unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see
seeing it as a
dissected
erector
set
all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but
the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is
was the exact
perfect
combination
to make
a helicopter.
don’t confuse critique
with talking shit
or hating
or black magick
critique
is a discussion
of the
validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies
and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique
to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better
more relevant
more delicious
if art isn’t bringing forth
critique
it’s banal.
only good art is
worth speculating
decide
to remember
to know.
to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow
flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white
from the black
allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen
become the inbetween
become both
transcend both
lift up
above black and white
where there isn’t either
and there’s always both
separate from
separateness
so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side
and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun
and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like
well
i have to climb this hill to do that
again …
that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill
i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing
i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill
which is really not that
hard
and it builds up
the release
it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport
so inherently
it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it
becomes fun
just accepted as part of it
neither good nor bad really
just part of it
i know the best way to
‘make progress’
is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like
i’m always
trying
to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no
matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like
i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way
aways but
then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it
it’s not about trying
it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying
this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here
but how
stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like
i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god
how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it
i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it
it’s there.
it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with
my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and
i know that nothing
is ever acting on me
it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like
don’t like it
that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof
i don’t have a problem anymore.
i can’t
for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip
on the hose
that is preventing the
water from flowing through
but then just like that
it does flow through
definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted
by the slip and slide
then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually
all over everything
creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way
so then i see the mess and i
immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again
relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides
with
the other
angels.
why?
why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually
dry?
instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?
and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?
eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun
and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the
hot sun.
my supply is my ability
to know and understand the
inner workings of
the soul.
sending a signal of
not
having
something
that is what life
will show me but when i
change
my
tune
i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing
to look
at it
the only work the only work this is the
the only work
grateful to do the only work grateful
to do the only work the only work
the only work the only work
the only work the only
work the only work the only work the only
work thefoucs
the focus the god work i know ti know
the oi know the only real thing is god i know the only thing
real is god i know the f
my presence of t
my onsciou
consciousness of the presence of god
withint me is mysupply
i know tihs
so grateufl to do the work to be back to the only
work that matters
no matter what this is the only work that matters
no matter what this is the only work
this is the real suply of the feeling everyone seeks
i knwo that wha ti look fo in somcoen
in someones else is right here what i want is wa
always right here what i want is alwyas
always right here i know this i know this
i know this is is all there
is i know the feeling is all ther is the
vibration is all there is i knwo i cna
release is i know i can always release is all
it all i can alwyas focus on the god feeling
and know that is all ther e
there is i f
have found the secret to life
to life and can realx in the knowld that the activity of divine abunca is eternally operating in my life
i knw tis i knwo tihs i knwo thi
its this work this work is where is tall
all starts the feeling fowrk is wher eis
it all starts
hte feeling work is where it all starts and i knwo i knw oi know
through life
i know through life experience
love is all ther is love is all ther is and i love hta t
i know this that i get to feel it that i get to feel
it come through me that i get to choose lofe that
i get to choose love
i love that i get to i love
i love that i get to i love that
i get to i love that
i get to i love that i
get to i get to f
go to god to know god is here and rememberit
i get to remember go i get to remember god i get to
remember god is here with me
always i get to remember i get to feel the
feeling i want to fele i ge tto
focus on the feeling i want to fele
i get to create teh
the version ip refer i get to create
the version i prefer
i get to feel good now i
get to feel good now i
get to feel good now i get to feel
good now
i ge tto feel
good now i get to feel good now i
get to feel good nowi
get to feel
i get
i get to feel the feeling i want to feel
choose how iw atn to feel and then
life changes is
its only ever me crating
createing all
o foit
i get to choose
i get to choose i get to choose
i get to choose the flow i get to choose
the flow the feleing the feeling of life
than kyou for the flow
for the knowledge for the one and only knowledge
and getting back to life to who i am
to who i want
to how i want to feel to how i want to
go through life getting back to how i want to
go through
life how i want to
go thorugh life
i get to i i get to choose its me creating it its me
its only ever me its only ever me its me
its me blocking the love
thinking im unlovable
its only ever me acting out old vibations
still having all that anger in me
my only emotoin is anger
i know its me i know its me making problems not
allowing myelse to be loved
i know its me and i knwo i can move behyone it i know i can live how i watn to live i know i can live joyouslye i knwo i can live joyously
i know i can i knwo i can i know
i can open up my heart
and be god and be teh
the love of god i knwo thats all
i can do all i can do is say yes to life all i can do is say e
yes to love to the flove
the love of god always flowing through me i ge tto feel
the feeling and hold on ot
to it and that’s
that is life so grateful to be back to the feeling
of life today i get to fele
life flowing through me
the god self is all there is
the go
feeling of god is all there is
whtever i seek is in god is
in
awareness of god i knwo tis me i nkow its me feeling i can allow myself to feel for the ersion i prefer
i can live gods life i can allow myself to live god life i am brave
enough
to be happy
i am brave enough
to be happy i have am brave enough to allow myself joy
and a good life i b
am
thre’s only one focus theres
only one feeling theres only one truth
theres only one truth and its love
there sonly one truth and its love and i
i know i can do it i know i cal allow it to flow
through me
i know the i can allow the feeling of god
to flow through me i know i can allow
the feleing of
god to flow through me
through my consciousness of my god self
i draw into my mind and feeling nature
the very substance of spirit
this substance is my supply
thus my consciousness of the presence of god within me is my supply
i want to feel better i want to feel better i want to feel better
i know that awareness is the only path i know that awareness is
the only path i know that
awareness is the only path i know that awareness is the only
only path i know that awareness is the only pather
i know its me i know its only ever m i know the its only ever me
i want to feel better i want to feel good i want to feel good i wnat to feel good i wnat to feel good
i want to feel good i want to feel good i wnat ot feel good i want to feel good
what do i want what do i want i want to feel good i want to
feel good i want to enjoy my life i want to have fun i want to laugh i want to
thank you god for a moment for me a moment a moment
to feel free to remember who i am
to feel peace a moment to feel peace a moment to feel peace
i love that
i get to thank you god for this moment for this moment
to chill thank you god for this
moment to chill to chill
that’s all i ever need i know that god loves me i know that god loves me i know
that god loves me i know that god loves me i know that
god loves me i know that god loves me i know that life loves me i know that god loves me i know
that life loves me i know that life loves me i know
that god loves me at least god loves me at least god loves me at lesat god loves me i love that
i know that at least god loves me at least god loves me at least god loves me
at least god loves me
at least god loves me at least god loves me
at least god
loves me at least god loves me at least god loves me
at last
at lesat god loves me at least god loves me
at
least god loves me at least god loves me
at least god loves me
at lesat god loves me
at least i’m here doing this
the only thing that matters at least i’m here doing this at
least im
here doing this at least i’m here doing this the only work
at least i’m here doing the
only work the only owrk that matters
remembering the god self remembering how i want to feel
remembering how i want to feel
at leat im her doing this
if thats what brings me back to god then so be it
whatever brings me back to god i know i had been meaning ot
get here i had een
been menagin to meaning to get here
the only thing ever missing is god the
only thing ever missing is god the only
thing ever missing is god the
only thing ever missing is god
i have everything i need right here
i have everything i need here and now
i am
its only ever me its only ever me its the feeling
of me only i can choose the feeling of me
only i can choose the
feeling of m e
but i have this i have tog
god and that’s all i ever need all i nev
i ever need is the feeling of me all i ever
need is the feeling of me and i say thnkyou for
that for the awraeness
to come to self for the pressure to com
to come to go do to remember god to remember god to remember god
i don’t have to think i cont ha dont have to care i dont
have to think i dont have to care and i nkow this
i know thie
im’
i always have god and that’s
all i ever need all i need all i need
is the knowledge of the god self
wthinn me all i need
i always have god i laways have god i always
have my connection
with god i alwys have the god self within
the knowledge of the go self that is all there is there is thining and thetre is knowing
knowing is all there is i knwo this i know that knwoing is all there is i know the
i ge tto choose knowing i hoose
knowing ai i am lucky to get to choose knowing
i dont have to care what they do
i can only do what i do i can nonly do
i can only do me i can only do god i can only do
god i can only do god i can only
do god i can only do god i can only feel for god that is theonly solution to any problem
its only here
and now there’s only
ever here and now htere’s only
ever here and now here and now this moment
here and now this moment here and now is all
there its all there is i is all there is this moment is all ther is there is
this moment is all there is thie
this moment is all there is is is is
i wanted this i wanted this and life consipired
for me to get here for me to get here for m
eto
take responsibility for how ifeel to know that
the only thing missings
is god the only thing ever missing is
is god
i always have the god self and that’s all i need all
i need is the god self all i ever need is the god self
all i ever need is the god self all i ever need is the god self
and i always
always hve the god self i alwa;ys have the god selr i always have the
god self i always have the real me i always have the real me
i know the real me i know the i love that i never hae to are
i never have to think i never hve to think
i never have to think just be
i dont need nayt
anything else i
i dont have to care i dont have tot hink i can talk to me
myself if you dont want to talk to em that’s find
i can
talke to myself i can
talk to myself i can
talk to myself
i can talk to myself i cna talk
to myself i can talk
i dont need nayanython else i can talk to myself
i don tneed anyone else i can ltak
to myself i can talk to myself i can awlys
talk to myself i can
i dont need to talk to i dont need to process you
i can process by myself if you can
t listn to it then god will list then
god will listen
god will listen god will
always listen god is alwys here for me
god is always
here for me god is always here for me
ill talke care of myself since you obviously cant
the eel
feeling life the feeling life the
feeling
life the feeling the feeling of god the feeling
of god is all ther e
the feeling of god
the knowing feeling the celebrating life
feeling knowing that
all that matters is god all that
ever matters is god all that
ever matters is god all that ever matters
is god all that
i neer have tot hink i never thto think in ever have to think
i never have to think i never have to think
i never have to think i never have t
to think i never have to think i never have to think
i never have to care i love that i dont have to
care i love that i neve rhave to care that i can always stick to me
that i can
i calwys stick to me i can always stick myself
i can always be myself
i dont have to think and i don thave to
care i dont have to think and i dont have to
care i never have to think
and i never have tot care i gtr to feel good about ti
get t
i ige tto feel hot about it i get to be into it i get to
be into tlife i get to be into life iget to be into life
i never have tot hink
i never hve to care i never have
care i never have to care i can let it go i can let it go i can
let ig
it go i can lte it go i can choose to feel good i an choose
to let the rest go to
not know whta i am i k
dont know what i am
the god within and its only ever god that gives the feeling
i seek the feeling i seek is god i
the the only work the only work is
here the only work is here in this focus
in thie son
one spot in only one spot all at onece
in only one spot all at once and tha’ts god
this
is gods body this is gods life
the only focus
there’s no one else only me only life and life
is all around me life is all around you
life is all
and that’s all there is to turn the boat
to feel the change in consciousness and
tis only ever all at once and its lonly
ever a choic eto fele
good and reufse to suffer and to say yes
thank you
yes thakn you
all i can do is say yes
thnk you
to the feeling of i ma
aweareness is all there is and its only
eer
ever me its only eerever
me the power of me the power of me the power of me
tis only ever the power
of me its only ever me a reaflection of me and a reflection
of how i chiiose choose to feel i know tis me iand
i knw ti go through ups and doens and i allow that i alow
myst
to see ithow i want to see it to creat eht e
live i prefer i allow myself to
create
the life i prefer by askin myself how i would prefer to feel and
i nkow its up to me i nkow its up to me
to choose that feeling i can laways be
i can alwys choose how i want tw
to fele instead i can alwys make the hoic e
for cho
how i want to feel instead i can
celebre
celebrate life instead
i get to fele good instead i get tofeel
energized intea d i get to fel the
feeling iwa nt tinstead
just wnat want i want instead and
its just so easy to love to send the
sginsl
of love its just do
so easy to sned the signl of
live
i know tis up to me how i feel here and now i
i get to chose i get to how i want to feel
instead in
and i know that is the one and only secret to life i know
taht is the one and only
secret to life i now that is the one and only
secret to life is feeling it first is
feeling it frsit
feeling how i want to feel first and i know
that i knwo that is
all i can ever do ids this work wthe only
wrhtis htis teh only thing that wou
would or could ever change my life can
a change in consciousness
is all ther eis a cahnage in consciousness is all there is
a change in consciousness is all there is
a focus on how i watn to fele on how i watn to
feel i wnat to feel good i wnt to
feel good i want to feel good i wnat to feel
good i want
to i wnat to fee the fe
the feeling i want toa feel teh feelng of god flowing through me
the feeling of the focus the feeling of the focus teh
the feeling of the focus the
feeling of the focus the feeling of the
focus the fce
feeling of the fous
c
the feeling of knowing choose the feleing of god
fista dn that’s all i can do i know that is tis up
to me if i feel god and now onwe
on
no one else its up to me if i fele god and now one
on
no one else its never anyone else
else and that’s all ther eis to rmembe rther eis
no seperata
aself
self there is no sepratea self its onlly ever its only ever
am
awareness of rnot
nor not that go life relfects me that life reflects me
i say yes to the flow o
fe life to gods plan i say yes to the
unfolding of things
all i an can say is nmrk i
all i can say is nmrk and get out of the way
and that is the only relief isn
in life i that is
this is this
is the
this moment is all there is thi
the god feeling is all there a
is awarenes sin thie
this here and now is all
is all there is is all there is is
all there is is all ther eis i
is all thereis
there is isslal
all ther eis is all ther eis is all
there is is
all there i
this is there is no other perosin ist juts
just fee
me feeling attracting creating its only
ever me and all it itake si its
to be brave
all that matters is how i feel how would i prefer to feel
how i would i prefe to feel and i can feel it
without the circumstances and then life
refelcts it sna di love that we get to
i love that we get to i loe that
we get to feel good get to feel that feel the
feeling of life the the feeling of lfie th
feeling of th
life
i get to feel godo i ge tto fele
refuse to suffer and tahts’a ll it i
ever is is this work all it ever is
is
this work
the feeling work is all there is
im enjoying it
im happy im joyful im joyful im happy
im kind
i love like god i love like god i love
like god i love like god
i ge to feel how i want to feel i get
to enjoy it enjoy i
every minute enjoy every minute
its so fun to get to enjoy it
to get to feel good to get to enoy
enjoy life
to g
get to enjoy the flow to enjoy the flow
ofee
all there is is how i feel its never them
and its neer going ot be them
its never going to be them
i love that i know
ther’esonly one solution and its god i can always come bakc
to god i can alwya scelebrate
being
god
feeling the feeling of god
feeling of god feeling the feeling of
god feeling the feeling of god
getting to feel the feeling i want to fele
getting to do a good job