Manifesto

the feeling work is the only work and the
feeling body that is me is my art
is my ultimate creation that is
always a single work in progress

with no waste and no expense it is the perfect project

I

is the masterpiece

I

as the masterpiece

god like me

god like me god is me
which is infinite
they
we

are one and the same
and that is nothing
and everything all at once.

here or there

it’s kind of like a puzzle
because the mind is
so

addicted

to thinking
to thinking
it can figure everything out
so like the puzzle
is to trick the mind
and its the mind that even
thinks its a puzzle

because it’s really not

it’s simple

it’s not a puzzle

it’s a switch

there aren’t pieces or steps
or

clues to figure out
or codes to crack

it’s a flip of the switch
on or off
in our out

here or there.

the more i dig

not dig but
allow that feeling to rise to the
surface
the more i feel the

dried up
papier mache
crack away revealing
the creamy

infinite

middle

brokenness

when the water isn’t moving

the essence is glass
and the mind breaks it

but without the mind imposing the brokenness

it reverts to glass

there’s no fixing of

mending of the glass
putting the glass together
there’s just the glass and then

belief that it is broken

or not

when you know it’s not broken
when the essence isn’t in pieces

then it’s glass.

rise

my mind and heart
hold the

puppet strings and as
i elevate them

they lift
the veil.

as they rise the
veil is lifted and they rise

simply by not being weighed down

not that i lift
them but i allow them

to rise.

none of that

i’m nothing
i’m everything
and i’m certainly

not what i spend most of my time
thinking i am

i’m more than that
i’m less than that i’m none of that
i’m none of anything
detached from everything
but then what is
the point there isn’t one

Energetic Weight

train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

deeper

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel

calm

at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness

the one that took that helicopter

unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see

seeing it as a

dissected

erector

set

all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but

the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is

was the exact

perfect
combination
to make

a helicopter.

critique

don’t confuse critique

with talking shit
or hating

or black magick

critique
is a discussion
of the

validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies

and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique

to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better

more relevant
more delicious

if art isn’t bringing forth
critique

it’s banal.

only good art is
worth speculating

Both

to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow

flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white

from the black

allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen

become the inbetween

become both
transcend both

lift up
above black and white

where there isn’t either
and there’s always both

separate from

separateness

Sledding

so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side

and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun

and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like

well

i have to climb this hill to do that
again …

that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill

i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing

i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill

which is really not that
hard

and it builds up
the release

it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport

so inherently

it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it

becomes fun

just accepted as part of it

neither good nor bad really

just part of it

am i really doing the work or just saying i’m doing the work

i know the best way to
‘make progress’

is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like

i’m always

trying

to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no

matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like

i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way

aways but

then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it

it’s not about trying

it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying

this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here

but how

stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like

i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god

how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it

i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it

it’s there.

poof

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with

my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and

i know that nothing
is ever acting on me

it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like

don’t like it

that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof

i don’t have a problem anymore.

The Back Yard

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

as long as i am

sending a signal of

not
having
something

that is what life
will show me but when i

change
my
tune

i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing

to look
at it

the best part is not caring

is knowing i dont have to care is knowing
i dont have to think the best part is getting out of the habit of
thinking
the best part is
getting out of the habit of thinking
of stopping the thinking
because that’s what im creating i get to decide i get to

the best part is doing me is
feeling good no matter what the
best part is not careing is refusing to suffer
is being the practive

practice is not

i want to feel good

i want to feel the the god self i want to keep my power i want to keep my power
i watn to
keep my power iw ant to
keep my power i keep my power and i know the way i do that is feel the way i want to feel
is feel the way i want to feel

the only work the only wor the only work the only

what do i know i know that the feeling creates i know this
i know this for a fact its what sin my mind subconscious that i create
i know thi
thi si feel it and then its there

what do i know
i know that it comes from within m
in me first i now that tis me i know that tis all me
it

nothing else there is no separate i know
i know there is no

i like feeling good i like feeling confidnet i love knowing
god i lo
i love trusting god i love

i love feeling good

i love taking back my power i love
not caring i love not caring i love that
i dont have to care
that i

get to

i love the feeling of standing up to my thoughts
i love my office on a breezy summer afternoon

i know what i am and i know its all in the feeling

the god feeling the feeling of
god the feeling of knwoing the feeling
of letting everything go the feeling of letting everything go

i love the feeling of remembering my power i love
the
feeling of finally remembering my power

i love the feeling of remembering im god that there’s nthing
outside of me that i’m creating it all and i nkow this i nkow this

i love the feeling of me the; fee
feeling of knowing the feeling of not gaf
i love rememing id dont car i love the that id ont care that
i neverhave to care
that ters no right and wrogn
i love

the feling of just letting go just letting
go just letting go just letting
go

i know the power of me i know the power
of me i know the power
of me i know the pi i know all i can ever
do i know

its me its only me only i can decide how i
face
i feel i can i feel

its only me its only me its
only me its ony only me

what do i know

i know that life always refelcts the feeling of me
that i get to choose the feeling and then life reflects i know this
i know it always works i just have to pay attention to howi feel
i only have to pya attention to how i feel all i can ever
do is pay attention to how i feel and if its not how i want to
feel then i get to choose how i feel i get to choose

its me what do i want instead i watnt o feel good i wnat to celebrtae life
i want to hve
have a good day

whta do i want i want to have a good day i wnat to say that was a really good day
it was a good one

i can relax in the knowing

that they never have to change that
they will always change according to you

thank you thank you

i can relax in the knowing
that its never them and the more i feel it the more ifeel it i know the i know the m the more i feel it the more i know that tis not them that i
get to choose how iw ant to feel
now that i get to choo
choose i
how i feel and then life follows i choose it first
i know that tis me its i

i never have to think again
i can refuse to think and i can
refuse to fu

suffer

i feel for god i look to god and i
refuse to suffer
i refuse to suffer i now god loves me i know god loves me a

and i can trust god to take me through ife
i can get out of the way and trut god

i can choose the pwer of not letting it affect me
i choose the power of me i get to rememb

thank you for helping me remember the power foem
of me thank you for helping me remember the power of me th

thatnk you for helping me remember that power
the power of me the power of me

the power of me the power of m e
thank you for helping me remember
the power of me

i get to choose i am god i am god i choose

what do you wnat then i want
harmony i want want
joy

i watn creativity i want optimism
i want kindness love and kindness
and respect and appreciation

only i can choose my life only i can choose how i feel
only i can choose
the flow of me

only i can choose god only i can choose god i choose god
instead of the mind i chooes god i
i know that itsup to m to m eto choose
god it s

up to me to choose god instead of thoughts
and god will take me throught he rest
all i can do is
be aware of the god self here and now

all i can do is be aware of the god self
here and now

and i know that i cant let things affect me
i dont have to let it i
iknow its not about me i know its now
not about me i now what matters
to me is how i fele i know

what matters to me is how i feel
what matters
to

idont have to care i don thave to apy an
attention i dont have to think i dont have to think
i dont

have to think i never have to think i never have to wonder
because i now the tao does noting i know this and
this is what
they only mthing missing from my life
the one and only truth the one aon
only otruth
releads the rest and there’s only one truth that how i feel is the only thing that affects life

is that what i want
is th
that what i want is tha tthw ah i know choose and know thats all there is
choose and know

and thats all ther is

its time to make a switch

to the god self i have to i have to make the choice
im tired of feeling like shit im
tire of feeling like shit

its timefor
me to choose how i want to feel its time for me
to make the choice its time for me to stand up to my
thoughts i

i have to stand up to my thoughts i have to i have to find
the god self i have to
i need to focus on the god self i have to force myself
to focus on the god self i have to find
the god self i have to find the truth
i have to find the truth

i dont have to give a fuck what
anyone does and i dont have to care what happens

i dont have to care what happens i can my
find myself again i can feel myself to the truth
any time and im there
its not a path its a swithc its
and on or an off are you on the bus

or off

im on im on and on is all there is
when im on nothing can stop me
its not up to them
its up to me to feel the

on -ness

i don thave to think about taht
all i can think about tis the truth
that’s where i must focus i hve to choose
how i want to to feel i want to feel
tapped into life
i want ot enjoy the day i want to enjoy the moment
i want to feel good

celebeating life
i wnat to feel good celebrating life

i want to be unaffected i wnat to feel good i want to
enjoy life enjoy life
enjoy life enjoy life
w

i want to enjoy life i dont
care what anyone else is doing because there is no
gur

futrue i know tha ti am
always creating with

my life with how i fele i know life
reflects me
and i want to feel good and enjoy my life
im going
im g

i must enj

enjoy my life in htis here and now
tis my only change

chance to enjoy j
my life is right now
i have to look for wnat

what i want to see i have to lookf or
what i wnat to see i have to let the
rest go i love th
to
find a way to let go to let go of it all
to let go
of caring ot let go of control and i know
i can i knwo i cna let go
i know i cna i know its ther ei know the

the feeling is there
there i know the truth is there
what is sthe truth
the truth is that
is

it all reflects me that is the one and only truth

its me its always me its always me its
always what i give the world is
its always how i see the world is

its always the inner dialogue

i dont have to think
i don thave to do just exist just exist is a
ll
all i can do just exist is a
ll
all i can do that’s all and i know i know th
thta this work always works

this work always works just fele for how i want to f
to fele feel for how wi
how i wqna wwhat do i prefer then what do i prefer

i prefer feeling good enjoying life saying its agood day
saying its a good day feeling like its a really good day enjoying the day toghetsr

choosing my own bliss chow
choosing my own bliss and nothing thinking about what others are doing
feelin unaffected feeling unaffected feeling
feeling
feeling

in charge of my own life
feeling in congorl in the flow of my life
feeling good about mysfle and my place in my life
feeling a

loved and appreciated

i have to make a change i have to i have to for me for me
i have to i have to stand up to my thoughts

i hvave to i have t i have to and just to start is enough to know god iis enough to remember that life reflecrets me is enough to be brave enought ot feel good no matter what is
a starte
just be brave enough tot choose how i feel first to choose how i freel first
and that
is all there is that is all ther is
di

it never matters what they do is

its alway
always me it never matters what they do and

i have to find the part me that knows that i know th

i know

its me choosing its me choosing
to take contorl no my thoguths mbut the the real me i know noen onf of it matters i know noe of it matters and its all about how i go thoru

i know noe of it matters i know its my choice to care or not i know its

i dont have to carei know i dont haver to care i know i dont have to care

what do i know i know this work works
i know this work works
wi know thei
works works i nwo god works i now the god feeling works i know its up to me
to fele how i want to feel i knwo its up to me

to fele how i want to feel to feel how iw ant to feel to feel how i want to feel to feel

its m i i feel it then i see it i don thave to think about anything else i dont have to think i don thave to think i choose how i feel and
i don t
it
doens’t matter what

anyone else doesn i know it doesnt matter what anyone sel

else does i knwo this
i now th

all of life reflects me i know that

all of life reflects me i knwo that tis me i notice it then i get more of it i knwo that it its me i know that all of life
reflects me and i have to

just ask myself

what i prefer to feel

all i can ever do is the only work

i know this and it feels good
it feels good ot feel to feel good
it feel

feels good to feel good it feels good to feel
good

i know the one and only feeling and its me
i now the feeling i seek and its god its

the feeling behind the thoughts its the feeling behind the throughts
thoughts is all there s

the feeling is all thre
there is get the rest out of the way
anf
feel

and feel the feeling of life here and now

let go of all the rest and celebrate life
let go of all ther est and celebat

celebrate life let go of all the rset
and celebrate life

i know the feeling of life i know tahe
feeling of god and that
i have so much to celebrate i know that i have
no problems i celebrate knowing that
i have no problems i do the work
to remember that tor to

remembe that i have no problems that di
i dont have to stress that i get to choose
knowing that its all a solution i get ot know that i
get ot choose teh feeling of it i che
get to choose the feleing i

prefer i know this i know this
i get ot feel the feeling i prefer

i know

i know the feeling of lett ing
at
it all fall away of rememberin
it doens’t matter that ntohitng matters that the more i feel for the ffeeling the only feeling the more i feel for the only feeling i
the better i feel and i nkow this is the only anser to everything i know life is good i know ita ll
all exists right now

i know it all esists right now
i know it all
exists right now

the focus is all there is the god feeling is all there
is the god self is all there is the loving god self is
all there is the god

self is all there is the god self is all
there is know this i know this
i know the

this

what do i know i know athat god is lavish
unfailing abundnace
the rich omnipresent substance of the univerese
this

this all providing source
of infinite prosperity
is individualized as me
the reality of me

god is lavish god is lavish god is lavish

how do i want to feel?

enjoying life!!

loving my life!!!
feeling good floating knowing
how good life is celebrating every day
awak

waking up every day grateful
feeling grateufl for all that i have
remembering how blessed i am
remembering how blessedi

i am

how do i wnat to feel
idc

how do i want to fele
celebrating my OWN life!!!!

celebrating my OWN life i love
that i get to

how do i WANT
to feel how do i WANT
to fele??

grateful
grateful grateful

thank you thankyou thank you
htank you for everything youve beive
given me i knw i know i know i kow

i know
i know the power of me i know the
feeling of me i know
the feeling

of me i know the feeling of
em
i know the feeling of me
i know the
feeling of me
i know the feeling of me

what do i want to feel?

thank you
what do i prefer to feel

happy grateful knwoing
excited
relieved

i can choose to feel happy and relieved
i can choose to

i have to i have to i know the power of me i knwo the
i knwo ti works i knwo ti already is i know ita lrady is

is
i know it is i know it is i knwo life is

perfect i feel the perfection of life i celebrate the perfection of life i say thank you for life

i wnat to feel good i wnat to celebrae
my life i want to allow life to flow
i wnat to feel good in my life

i want to celebrate all that i have
i want to be grateful for all my giafts

i want to celebrate them every second

what do i know

i know
life reflects me
that others aren’t outside of me
that the way i look
at it is the way it is and its always a change
in consciousness that
changes life
the life is ee is the s t
is the life im creating here and now

and i know this is is true
i enjoy this fact i allow this fact to exist i celebreat it i celebrate love i allow love to flow through me i allow i allow life i allow life

i choose god what do i know

i know god i know i am god i know i am god i know that everything is happening according to gods plan

i know this i say yes to it

i dont have to care

i never have to care becuase i have god i have to god
the god self i have the god self i have
the god self i have t

the god self i have to
the god self i have the

i neveer have to care i never have to care
i never

i never have to care i dont have to care i dont have
to do anything i never have to do anything
just be just allow
god allow the feeling i prefer allow the feeling i prefer

just the feeling would
god would feel is all there is al
is all there is
is

all there is is all
i don thave to care about anything
just allow god just allow the
feeling iprefer
the feeling i prefer just allow the feeling i prefer
that’s all i can do that

all i can do is allow the
feeling i prefer
allow the feeling iprefer

there’s only god there’s
only now there’s only now
there’s only
god there’s only the feeling there’s only

expectation
there’s only how i feel

there’s only how i feel
there’s only devotoin to god to god to d
to go there’s only devotion
to god is all ther eis

ther’s only how god feels
there’s only how god feels and god doesn’t care

god doesn’t care god doesn’t
care god
only how god feels only how god feels only
how god feels only

there’s only how god feels there’s only

all ther god
that god matt

that matters is how god feels there
is no separation there is
no separation in life there is no
separation

everything in life is a mirror everything
in life is a mirror

everything in life is a mirror
everything is a mirror and i know this
i know this i knwo

i knowgod

all there is is god all there is is
god’s plan all there
is is god’s plan

all there is is
god’s plan all there

i know that gods plan is to resitn ntohgi i knwo that gods plan
is to choose the feeling to know that life is good to know that life is good
to know that life is meant to be enjoyed

life is menat to be enjoyed life
is menat to feel good life is good life is good
i knwo this ii know that life is
fun i nkow that life is fun that it’s menat to be

be fun that it’s meant to be fun

i don’t have to care
i dont have to care

i don’t have to care i
don’t have to care i don’t have to care
i don’t have to care
i don’t have to care

i don’t have to think
i don’t have to think
i don’t have t

i don’t have to care
i

i don’t don’t need anything
i

i don’t have to car e
i dont have to care i

don’t have to care
i don’t have to do a thing
i don’t have to think

i don’t have to think

i don’t have to think

all i need is the feeling of god all i
ever need is
the feeling of god all
i ever need is the feeling of god all

i ever need

i don’t need anything
all i need is god all i need is god all

i ever need is god and im so grateful i know that im so grateful i know that im
so grateful i nkow

im so grateful i know the feeling of god im
so grateful i know

the feeling of

god i knwo god and its all i nedd
need thank you god for showing me
the way

thank you go god b
for showing me the way

thank you god for showing

m

guiding me
thank you god for everything

all i need is the feeling
to choose the feeling i prefer and its there and i know
that’s aon

only ever me i know that’s only ever me
i know

that’s only ever me tha’ts only
ever me i know its’ only ever me

i know i don thave to care
i know i don’t have to care i know i don’t have to care

i know i never have to care

i love that i know god is the drug
and i don’t need the rest i now that god is the

drug and i don’t need the rest
i dont

need the rest i

don’t need the rest i dont
need the rest

i get to enjoy my day no matter what
i get to enjoy my life
no matter what i get toenjoy

my life no matter what i
get to enjoy my life

i can always feel the feeling
no matter what i can always feel the
feeling no matter what i can
always feel
the feeling no matter what i can

always feel the feeling no matter what

i have the drug of god
g
of god i can always feel the fro
for the drug of god
feel for god

is the drug
god is everything god is love
god is drugs

and i dont need anything
else i don tneed anything
else

all i need is god all i need is god all i need is
the god feeling and that’s all there is

i never have to think i never have to wonder
just trust god just trust the feeling of god

i don t

i’m here now i’m focus oned
go
on god now im focused on god now

i have the god feeling now all ther eis
the the god feeling and life helps me get ther e
life helps me let go of everything else
life helps me