and i can instantly feel the relief that comes
along with making the choice to allow myself a singular point
of focus
of letting myself off the hook for
having to make something happen
and just resign myself to
the cult of counting
it feels good to have a new project
something to jump into
a focus for the mind
a job for the mind
a new job for the mind to give it something
to do and maybe you say that is not ideal
but that is better than
the alternative
i can feel the feeling of me
and i am allowing myself the freedom
to count
for one week
my
only focus will be counting and that is
an experiment for this book and so
my mind is like ok
i have permission
to “do nothing”
because it is a means
to something
but really it’s just a way
of tricking the mind into shutting up
i have permission to
count i have permission to count
toi let
to let go of everything
and just count
to let go of
gossip
to let go of needing to leave
here to do the work
this is always the work
and it really doesn’t matter what
ehere
where i am because this is always
the work
my only job is to count my jonly jo
only job is to count and when i
allow myself this gift of counting
i instantly feel relieved
not only that
i instantly feel
empowered and sure of the power of
the counting
i know for sure that if i allow myself to focus
all my energy on counting
for one week
my life will be changed forever
i know this and i can allow it
i can allow myself to only count and
trust
what
happens
it’s not my job to
make anything
happen it’s not my job to make anything
ahppen
happen it’s only my jb t
job to count my only
job is to count
try it
you’ll like it
the most subversive thing you can do
is nothing
my only job
for one week is
to count and see what happens
my only job
for one week
is to count and see what happens
my only job is to count
none of those thoughts are my job
none of those actions are my job
and i know that they do themselves
when i count i feel free enough
to count
and i already know that my
life is changed just by giving myself
the
freedom to count
just by giving myself the
freedom to count and now i feel
good i feel good about myself and i feel
good about life
ia m grateful for
leftovers
thank you for this here and now
thank you for the knowledge that the miracles
are happening in this here and now thank
you for the contrast that helps
me say thank you
thank you for this place and
time to create to know
that i am the creator thank you
for giving me the power to create and to know
that i am creating it
as an experiment
to see what happens to
test the validity of my theory
to do the magick
to record the science that is
conscious creation
quantum
physics
science
not
philosophy
and that’s what magick does
it tracks god
records evidence of it