i haven’t been counting much today
i lost track i lost it but then i guess
i haven’t
“needed” it
because life has been flowing and
that is on account of the counting
so that’s fucking awesome
life flows like that and i’ts
it’s important to remember that
all parts are equal and the flow
state isn’t better than the
ebb
the both are and both
aspects of life are integral
and meaningless
it feels good to be
able to feel good in all the states
it feels good to know that my life
is flowing as a result of the practice
we’ve made more already in
january than we have in many months in the past
and it is all just flowing
and flowing and
it
feels good to say yes thank you
to the gifts and know that they
come about as a result of the
energy and nothing else
not hard work
not striving
energy
belief
creative and
conscious creation
it feels good to feel
good about my creations it feels
good to feel good about
my creations to feel good
about my life to trust the flow
to know the flow and feel good about
who i am and the way my life
is unfolding it feels good to do the work
to connect to spirit
it feels good to feel the flow to take
the big leap inot the
the great abyss
and do it with confidence it feels
good to feel that the connection to spirit
is coming more easily to me to
practice knowing
i’ve let go of
the tightness the worry
the anxiety
i’ve let that go in lieu
of feeling how i want to feel feeling
the feeling of connection with spirit
and allowing
life to unfold i can feel that
when i say i want to see her
but i don’t and that’s why she
doesn’t write back
and it’s all just the energy and i love that
i am aware of this and i am aware of the energy
that i put out into the world and if i put the
energy of i love you
then that is what i get and
ultimately
it’s in my favor
to send you the
energy of
i love you because it helps me
otherwise
i feel bad
and how is that helping me??
so i send the signal of love
to all things all the things
and that is all i can do is say
i love you to this here and now i love
feeling the power of me i love
feeling the power of mei love
knowing that everything is vibration
and i love knowing that my only
job
is to let go of
everything
erase
it
don’t mind it
just
let it go
let all of that go
whatever
i am
holding on to
all of it
just go
i love doing the work i love
feeling motivated i love
wanting to do things
i love feeling the energy of life
flowing through mei love
being brave enough to
enjoy life
i am brave enough to
enjoy life in this
here and now
and i do this work
to feel connected to the spirit
that i am to remember who i am
to remember ia m
i am the observer
i do this work to rememberthat
i am creating everything
by way of vibration
to remember that it’s all me and
i am the one creating the simulation and this
work helps me remember that
every
damn day
and i feel connected in this
here and now and i do this work
to milk this feeling
to expand the feeling of
connected to self and god
and that is all that matters in life
i know
that
all that matters
is the feeling of connected to spirit
and the rest just comes as a result
so i do this work to
connect with spirit
and let go of the rest
let go of trying forever
and leave it in the past i love
that i am brave enough to enoy life
enjoy life in this
very moment
i’ve also been doing the counting in reverse from
100 method a lot
it’s very relaxing
i can feel that i want to count more
today and feel that feeling more
that feeling of nothing
that feeling of connected
but also nothing
that feeling of the
certainty of my own power
i love that i feel the
certainty of my own power
i feel connected
i feel connected
i’m not cut off
i’m connected i know that i am
connected to life i know that
i can trust the process of life i know
i can feel certain of my power
i feel certain of my power
i know that all that matters
is the creative energy that is
pouring forth from
me and allowing it to flow
i know that everything
will unfold perfectly in time
and there’s no
rush i know that life
is unfolding perfectly in time
and i trust the process of life
because i know
it can only ever reflect
me
i do this work to feel
connected with spirit
and that is the only work
when i am connected
i am connected and i know that
i don’t need
anything i know that life
provides i know that life provides and i have
the courage to feel prosperous
to let go of all worries and wonder
and focus on relaxing
in the
the here and now
and that is the only work
that is all i can ever do
is relax into the now
realx in
relax into the now
relax into the
the now
relax into the now relax into the
now and allow
and that is the only work that is
why this is the only work
connecting remembering who i am is the only
work and the rest just flows
i can just let that go
and make the choice
i can make the choice
and let go
of all the chatter surounding that
that topic and send the
clear strong signal of yes
and that’s all anything
ever is
is a signal