i love that i feel connected to self i love
feeling the feeling of thoughts
melting away like
mud
like a mud slide
melting away leaving this
bright green grass garden
and there’s multicolored things there
like paper flowers
huge paper flowers
and it’s so sunny
and the sky is so blue
and there’s no mud
making it all brown
and the thoughts are the mud
and they
dirty everything
and when thoughts are released
or not taken so seriously
they don’tmake
everything dirty
stained
tainted
it feels like everything
is pure again and
that’s just from barely leaning into the
flow believing in myself a little bit
and i’t
it’s scary but worth it
it can be terrifying
to value yourself
to believe in yourself
to see yourself as
worth it
worth taking care of
worth feeling good about
i see myself as valuable
i see myself as
worth it i see myself
as the shit
as god
and god is worth it
if you knew you were god
would you feel better
about yourself
and it feels good to want to
do this work to
believe in this work it
feels good to want
to lean into the flow to
allow the flow to flow