to focus on the truth of what i know and choose the
version i prefer its easy to focus in the flow its easy
to focus
it’s easy to focus its easy to place my entire focus
on the truth and i dont have
to let my mind wander
to
who
didn’t
treat me right lol
supposedly
i don’t have to put any focus on
‘who didn’t reply or write back’
ctfu just to write that but hit he
it helps to write it out to see it
to realize how absurd it really is so today
i renounce caring about who didn’t
reply who didn’t write back
because its really none of my business
and it realy do
doesn’t matter and it’s never worth leaving my vortex over
i’s easy
ti
it’s easy to focus to choose focus
in the flow to choose the big leap to choose
to feel goo dit feels good to choose to feel good it
feels good to feel good it
feels good to feel good it feels good to feel
good
and it’s easy to focus in the flow
it’s easy to make the choice
to enjoy life no matter what
it’s easy to say thank you to the moment
right now
to blass the
bless them oment
bless the
not writing back
still laughing
every time i write that
that that is my contrast
still
after all these years
but i guess it just comes back
to insecurity
which is a symptom
of not being connected to god
wanting security in an insecure world
wanting
contintuity in
a
discontinuous world
wnatin
wanting security
but really the security is in knowing that nothing is
secure andd the world
the
my reality is always changing and to find
security in life is to know this truth
to know that
life
to know that everything
is always in flux
always changing
in every single moment
every thing is changing i love that i nkow
this
and i love that i can
always let go and love i can always make the choice
i can
can always make the choice to
not take it personally
to not allow it to land on me
to not
even notice it really to not
care to
to not allow
illusions
made up narratives
to pull me out of my
vortex to know that
nothing is
‘true’
i know that nothing is true
and that its all made up and i don thave to
believe any of it i can just
always come back to love
i can always come back to love
it’s easy to focus in the flow
it’s easy to do the work
it’s easy to do the work to take the
bigg leap into the here and now
i can feel i can fee i can feel that
there is something deeper
to my tendency to look toward
that which i dont want to see
or to worry bout
about the tendency of others
and its a sort of self sabotage
again thinking hat my
that mmybe
maybe my god self isn’t enough or too
much for others or just a way
for
the ego to keep up its bullshit
always
always
always going back to but
what about
what whoever thinks
a
what about that one time
86 years ago
they didn’t reply to your comment
and today i renounce all of that and i free
up the space in my life to let that go and trn
turn toward god
i know i dn’ need those thougths
i kknow i don’t need those thougths
they don’t do anything for me
and that i get to chosoe love
choose love instead i love that its just
ath eas
that easy to let it go
i love that its
just that easy to let it go
i lovee that i
that it
s just
that easy to
let
it
go
because god is lavish
unfailing abundance the
rich
omnipresent
substance of the universe
this all providing sourcce
of infinnite pso
prosperity
is innd
individualized as me
the realtiy
reality of me
it’s easy to focus on the version i prefer
it’s easy to feel dissonance
and it’s easy to always let it go
it’s just so easy
it’s just so easy
it’ sjust
just so easy it’s just so easy
it feels good to let go completely
to jump totally into the knowledge
and feel the freedom
of not caring about petty shit anymmore
it feels so good to let go of
caring about
other
people’s
beefs
and problems
i’ve let that go and that
frees up more
space within me for peace
the defragmentation of
the soul
fin
finding pieces that
i truly don’t have to
ever think or worry about again
and just letting them go
letting them rejoin
with the infinite
and become nothing again
it feels good to let those
things rejoin the sea
to throw those buckets intot he
sea
never to carry them again
god is lavish unfailing abundance
the rich omnipresent substance of
the universe this all providing source
of infinite prosperity
is individualized as me
the reality of me
god is lavish
unfailing abundance
it feels good to let go of looking fo
rea
for reasons that i am not valid
and look for reasons that am
evidence that i am loved
and love from within
to love god to love life
to love the illusion and see that
love reflected
to allow that life d
love in
to love and allow the love
to be reflected i am
allowing love i love
i am allowing life to love me i am
allowing life to love me i a
am allowing love in my life
looking for reasons to love
looking for evidence of love
looking for evidence of the
lavishness
looking for evidence of the lavishness
and loving myself no matter what
knowing
that
other’s opintions
opinions of me
not only don’t matter
but aren’t
real
becuase they are in my head
made up m
by me
in fact
they are me
it is all me
god is lavish
unfailing abundance
the rich omnipresent
substance of the universe
this all providing source
of infintie pro
prosperity
is individualized as me
the reality of me