been so long since ive done this
but only a few days really but
i barely know where to start
even though i know there’s no beginning
and no end
the books ive been reading have got me
wanting to write poetically
to describe my life in such a way
to set a tone
i’m here setting the tone of my life
and that is what this work is
its setting the tone of my life
setting the tone of my sould
tell
telling the story of my soul and also
telling the story to my soul
and its so cool how reading someone else’s words
can make me feel so much more expressive about my own
its cool that a book is a work of art that you
get to experience and there’s no other art that’s like that
art that you get to live in for days
that you get to experience
that you submerge yourself in and even the best painting
on the most shrooms
isn’t as immersive as one sober chapter on
the sunny porch in the morning
after finishing my breakfast
with nowhere to be but there
the sun hotter than comfortable
but the resulting drips of sweat comforting
it feels good just to write
and feel how the words feel it feels good to feel
to bring attention to my feelinsg to my
words
to allow the words to flow
to feel the feeling of
letting them out
of being aware of them
so grateful for the opportnity to feel
to feel this moment to love this moment
to know that it’s only om
this moment
so grateful to feel the kys u
keys under my fingertips
to learn how to accept it
to look at something i dont like
and accpet it
i’m here toind
doing the tuing nwork
and i feel brand new
so graetful for distance
sso grateful
to feel brand new to
so grateflut o feel goo
brand new
to have some space some distance
and to feel diffferent
no matt what
no matter what different is
grateful to be back here back
to focus back to the slow life
while still sad our little stay cay
is over grateful we got to do it
grateful life is always flowing to
and through me
so grateful to feel gre
fresh to have a pr
fresh perspective
to see so many miracles
unfold in front of my face on the
regular so
grateful to feel the feeling to flow
to flow
to feel god with me here and now
to feel the
feeling of faith so
grateful to feel
the feeling of faith of knowing
so grateful to knwo
grateful i get to choose life
grateful
for new perspective
for everything to feel weird and brand new
its good
its good to feel this way
it means
new layers
new
imaginations
new
everything
life is always changing
and it feels go
so good to know that
to celebrate this
right now
and know that
that’s all there is
gratefult o celebrate this
right now
and know
that’s all there is
so grateful to feel good in this
right now to love this
right now
this right now
so grateful to know this right now to know
to know this
rihg
so grateful to love in this right now
to know that i et to love no matter what
that i can chooe
choose to love i get to chooe to love
i don thave
grateful to feel brand new to feel
love to feel love in my
in me grateful to feel love in me
to feel love in me
to know my true self
to embrace my true self
i know my true self and i embrace
my true loving self
i come into the self
the true self the ture self
the one who loves i am
the one who love i amone
one who love and i am
embrace this feeling of love i l
allow myself to love i allow myself
to be unguarded
i allow myself to let love in
to feel sed
deserving of life
love ia llow myself to
feel deserving of love
i love and allow myself to
be loved i feel the feeling of loving
and i feel the feeling of
being loved i know that i am
infinitely loved i know that
i am infinite ly love
and ake
cared for
i know
so grateful to have no
new perspective and to have space from
the feeling to remember what it feels like
what it is and the power of it
so grateful i know the power of it and know that in
in any situation
i get to choose the outcome
i love that i know this and i never
have to get tin vol
involved i lovet aht i get to let it
go dna d
and feel my power i love hat
i get to feel
to feel my power get to feel the feeling of me
so grateful for different vibration s
for the feeling of feeling good
feeling good
grateful to return to the feeling
grateful for my slow life grateful for
my slow lfe
life grateful for the feelings
the feeling that create so grateful for
the feelings that create
so grateful for the feelings
that create so grateful for all taht
that is so grateful for all that
is so
grateful to feel the feeling and know that
the feelin precedes
so grateful for the slow life
for this moment for the peace
for love in my heart so gratefi;
grate
grateful to be aware and to be brave wnough
enough to be the person i want to be
i’m brave enough to be the person i want to be
the person i know i am
underneath all the
defense mechanisms
and fear
and childhood trauma
is the real me and i know that person
that thing
i know its god
i know the real me is god and i’m brave enough to
let that through to give all
love to all i’m
brave enough to give love to all