there’s relief in knowing is
its me and i can blame all day but that wont
change the fact that its me
that ‘m aware
‘m
i’m aware i’m aware of the pattern i’m
aware
of the pattern
i create every time and hey
maybe ill break it this time
at least im aware at least im
aware and im trying im trying to
be better??
accept me how i am??
trying to be secure
trying to feel secure
in my life and that’s all it is
trying to feel secure in my life and
that’s all it is
but its me its me
but its me and im aware
i know the solution and its so
easy and its what i siwh
wish i would have done al lthe
other times and i have time
to so
to do it now i have time
i can do it thism
time ic an save myself this time
i can be myself this time
i can
be myself this time
because i know its me
im blaming somone else but its me
its my attachment
its my attachment
its me its me its
knowing that someone likes me
and then
NEEDING them to like me
i’m aware
i’m
aware of the thirst i am aware of the
betty factor and i know th answer
is doing me
finding myself again
and i know that’s easy to do i know tisea y
its esy to do i know the real me is always
right here i kno the
real me is always right here
it’s me its’ me and i feel
me
i am aware i am awre that its no
one else and that this is what i do
literally every single time
ha
ha
ha
ha
ha
ha
i am secure in my life
i
am secure in who i am
i love that i am aawre i love that
i can
work thtrough it because i am aware
i kow that i need space and time
to remember myself to be myself
i know that and i do it
i know that and
and i make the time to work on me
its me and i can’t blame
anyone else
its the narrative i make up in my head
what is the part
that i know is true
that is true
no subjectivity