so tired

of not liking my life
of feeling sad every day of feeling something missing from me
from my life

so tired of waking up feeling bad
how many days
am i going to wake up feeling bad

how long am i going to continue
to wake up feeling bad and the only
thing i can figure out to do is
c

cut it out compltely i now
is

i know its only ever me and im
creating it but the only thing i can think to do do
to do do fee

to do to feel better
is cut it off
is

cut myself off so i dont htink about it any more

the only thing i can think to do is
cut it off completey i dont know what else to do

im tired of feeling miserable
im tired of waking up sad
its been weeks now

i dont know what else to do
to feel free

the only thing i can think to do is
quit the drug the only thing i can
think is to quit the tru

the drug i can do that its up t me
and i can do i know that i can do it i now that
i

that i can do it

i want to enjoy my life
i want to feel happy i feel
im iss

i miss liking my life i miss being
happy i miss
enjoying life i miss being happy i

i miss likeing my liife i lo
i miss looking forward to the day i miss

feeling good i miss feeling happy
miss
having fun with my wife

i miss not ffeeling
i miss
not feeling depressed

to work so hard every day to feel good an di
thi know hw a

i know what i have to do i know hat i hve to do i know hwat
i

what i havet o do
i know hwat i have to do

tired of waking up in a bad mood
trying so fuccking hard so fucking hard
to feel good to enjoy my life to find a way
and its impossible
it feels like its impossible

to enjoy my life it feels impossible
to enjoy my life it feels like
all i do is try to find a way to wake p feeling good
and evveyrt iday i wake up feeling depressed

im tired of doing this work havet o do
to do so much work to feel good when i could just

cut off the one part of me that
makes me sad

it sounds pretty easy honestly
its ou

it soufns soeasy
it so easyt o trut the flow
to trut

trust y i

my intuition it feels slog
so good to trust my intuition

today i trust my intuition
today i know today i feel i