thank you
thank you for the space to do
this work
the only work
that matters and i know that
as long as i am connected
with spirit
there really isn’t any other
work and i love that i can
rest assured knowing this
knowing that
god
is always on the case
i know that god is
always
filling in the gaps i know that
god is always filling
in the gaps
with love
answering the
what ifs
with love
all the wondering
and the
dread
god is answering with love
and i know that love is always there
trying to
not even trying
just giving
the best i can receive and i know
that whatever is in my life
right now
is me
i know it’s a feeling and
that feeling is me
it is my life
i know that it can only reflect me
i am not a match to that
for whatever reason and i can
accept that i can also accept that
i can change what i am a match to
and i know that it’s all about the
thought patterns surrounding
it
and when i think
there you go
acting just as a i expected
only i
can change my
expectation
and therefore
change my reality
so i am changing my expectation
of you and that’s all it takes
and all of a sudden when i decide
to expect something
different
then i feel better
and when i feel better
i am a match to
what i want to see
to a better feeling
manifestation
but its not the manifestation
its the feeling
that is life
the manifestation
comes about
after
the feeling as an
after
shock
after wave
a
reflection
of me
and i love doing this work
this is the only work that matters
to me
is writing
writing about who i am
discovering
who i am
remembering who i am
is the only work that matters
and when i devote myself
to
self
then
and only then
do i live
a fully
authentic life
the life of me the
life the way it is
supposed to be and if i
can bring myself to feel
the feeling of that
then i can see that
and the feeling of that
comes with
total release
letting go of it all
remembering that
i don’t have time
to care about what people
think or how something
is going to unfold
and the more i dig
deeper into me
the better i feel the
more empowered i feel
and the less i give
a shit about the outcome
or about what other people
think i know
my power in this life
is to show people
you don’t have to care
you can live your life
without fear and if i can
helps inspire people
to live as themselves
them
full
authentic
selves
then that is
my work that is my
only work is to lead
by example
and i love that today
i am doing that i love that i am
writing articulately
writing down my discoveries
and doing the science work that
will help people
prove these
mysteries
to themselves i love that i
get to feel good i love that i am
feeling like a match and i can tell
that that
is why i am
experiencing certain things
in my life
because now
i am a match and i know
i am here to do the work
and
not necessarily
clean up my vibration
but
clean up my vibration
and i can accept that
and i can accept that
even though i’m not totally
sure where i am
going
that life will lead me
and the feeling will lead me
and god
will
lead
me
intuition
will
lead
me
and i know this
that’s why i can
take the big leap
into my
zone of genius
and allow myself to
be my best self
and when i do that
i don’t need anyone
to tell me how
good i am
or
how much they love me
because i have the love
of god the love of spirit
the love of the tao
the love of me
me=god
and i know this
when i love me
god loves me
when i love me
i remember
that god
never stopped
and never will
the mystery of life
loves me and wants
me to succeed
the mystery of life
responds to vibration
and i know this
for a fact
i know
this for a fact i get to decide
i get to decide how i feel
every time that thought
crosses my mind and if i feel
inadequate
it’s just because i’ve built that
up in my mind and i love
that i am
assuaging that fear
that i am not enough
just by practicing knowing
that i am enough