and feeling good is fun
and easy and this day is fun and easy and i know
all i can ever and my only job is only
ever to feel good i know my only
job is to feel good is to feel how i’m feeling
and feel for relief i know all that matters
is the feeling and i love that i’m getting to practice
feeling good i love
that it’s easy to release resistance i love that
it’s easy to feel good i love that it’s easy to
love me i love that it’s easy to
love me i love that i get to do the work
to feel good i love that i know
this is the only work i love the better it gets i love
i love that i know this
is the only thing that matters and how i feel is
the only thing that matters and i know that
life only reflects me i know that life
only reflects me reflects the feeling
the signal i send and i know that
everything is a signal
i know that everything is a signal and i know that life
can only reflect the
signal i know that life can only
reflect the signal i send and i know it’s
up to me
to send the signal for what i want to receive.
i’ve been feeling very annoyed and put upon
at everything someone does and
i don’t know what to do
it’s everything everything is annoying to me
and i just need space
i need space to do me to do what i want to
do to do things in the order that i want to do them
in the way i want to do them
i want to feel free i want to get away i need to get away i need
SPACE
and i don’t want to feel this way i’d rather feel good i’d rather feel at
ease in my life i’d rather appreciate and love i prefe to s
to send the signal of love
and i know
i know that i can
always send the signal of love
i know that i can always send the signal
of love i know that it’s me who hcoo
chooses my vibration
i now
i know it’s me who
chooses my vibration i know i’ts
it’s only ever me and i get to choose to
raise my vibration and choose my happiness
for me
i know that i am the source of my
own happiness and i don’t havet o care
to care about what anyone else is doing
it feels good to break free it feels good to do me
to stand up for myself it feels good to stand up for myself
it feels good to feel good to do the work it feels good to
do the work to feel for it if eel
feels good to feel for it and know that
it’s my choice if i want to love or not i tfe
it feels good to know that it’s my choice
if want to love it
feels good to know that i’s m
it’s my choice if i want to love it feels good to
love to do me it feels good to do the work
the only work that matters
but really i want to scream at the top of my lungs
YOU GET ON MY LASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
FUCKING NERVE EVERY MINUTE AND I HATE
YOU I HATE YOU I HATE THAT YOU THINK YOU
ARE IN CHARGE OF MY LIFE
I HATE THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS
ALWAYS
PRESSURING ME
ALWAYS FUCKING RUSHING ME
F U C K Y O U
FUCK YOUR JUDGEMENTS ABOUT WHAT I’M DOING
OR WHAT I WANT TO DO
F
U
C
K
Y
O
U
i hate you for trying to control my life
i hate you for thinking you are the boss of me
and i can just feel the hate fulin
building and building
and i know i can let it
by focusing on the
other side of the
wave
AND NOW MY COFFEE IS COLD BECAUSE ONCE
AGAIN I WENT ALONG WITH WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO
INSTEAD OF WHAT I WANTED
LET ME JUST LAY DOWN AND
BE A DOORMAT
FOR YOUR NEEDS
I NEED SPACE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
space from myself?
i know it’s only ever me
i know it’s only ever
me and i have the choice to feel
how i want to feel i get to choose
to feel how iw ant t
wnat to feel i get to choose
how iw ant to
want to feel
?
what would you prefer?
going through life alone
writing helps
getting it all out helps
but it’s nagging
me it’s nagging me and i guess that is
why i feel constantly nagged
because this thought pattern is nagging me
and iknow it
i know it’s my choice to let
it know it’s my choice
to entertain it and i know that i can
just let it go and make the chocie
choice
to love instead and i know the best way
to love is to do what i want
when
i want to the best way to love
is to do me and i know that’s
all i can ever do that’s all i can
ever do and i can look for evicee
vei
evidence of what i want to see
i can look for what i want to see
and i know that
it’s only e
ver me i know that
life is only
reflecting me
so i have not
i have no one to
blame
for how i feel but me and what i’m looking for
is what i’ll see so i can make the choice to feel
good and look for what i want to see i love that
i get to make the choice to feel good
and be grateful for what i have
i get to make the hcoice
the
the choice to be grateful for what i want
for what i have i know it’s only ever me and the
the only one who can
reaise
raise my vibraiton
raise my vibration
is me