today waas supposed to be a good day

and i cant even make it 10 minutes
without feeling bad
and it feels like no matter how hard i try i can
feel good

it feels like i cant win
it feels like life is against me

i feel so pmean
meaningless my life feels flast

my life feels flat

it feels liek everyone else
gets to live a noraml life

while im sinking and i cant get above water

no mater how hard i try i can
eel good

feel good i just want to have ag ood ay
day and not

hate myself
and not hate my life

i can do it i can

release i know the truth i know the truth
i know my value is inherent

i know my value is in that i am

today i know my value
today i know the energy of god flowing through me

today i allow it today i focus
on god only and that’s all i can do

i kow i a

i know that ia m god i know that i am god
i now the truth i know the truth of m
i know the truth of me

i know the t

i know the truth of me and its esay
to know it its

easy to know it and i kow i know it
i et

i get o feel good i can do it i can do it i know that i can
tra

transcende
i know that i can trans mute

i know that its only ever me i nkow its
me i knkow ti

its me i know its me

i know i can kill myself if ia have to
but im not going to so ..

now what

not going to kill myself os now waht?

accept it
go with it ride it laugh at it

allow it trust it
go with the flow
and let the rst
ret go
desi

decide to have a good day
here and now
t

decide to have a good day
to

decide to love and accept myself

i love and accept myself i love
and accept myself
i love

and accept myself just as i am

i know

even though im in a rough patch
i still ove and love and appreciate and accept myself
exactly as i am

i still love and accept and appreciate myself
exactly as i am exactly wher ei am
even

even though ive been crying and picking fights every day

i still totally and completely love and accept myself

i cut off my head
i renounce my humanhood

i refuse to go there