but its easy to let it go and not ccare
its easy to be aware
its me to know that its me to know that i chose to piick it up
i chose to pick it up and i g
can easily put it down i
i chose to pick at it i chose to pick at it
i chose to look for come
something wrotng and i take responsbi
responsiblity for that and i know that i c
i have to poer to just
leave it alone just leave it alone and
let it solve itself
let it resolved itself
i know the power of me and i can
always take it back
its always right there its always
right there its always right here
its always right here and i can
just choose
tired of choosing
i just want my life to be easy and fun
i miss my life being easy and fun
i just want my life to be easy and fun
my life is
easy and fun
i get tochooe me i
ge to choose me i can feel the disappointment
and allow it to pass
and allow my power to come
back to me
to remember who i am awh
what i am the powre of me it feels good
to allow the powr of me and know that
time and space
fill me back pu with
up with my power
i love that i pretended to care
but i really dont
and i kow that tere sonly
ever god flowing through me
and i dont havee to pay attention
to anything else
i know tis eay and i know
dong have dont have to cre i know
i know its easy and i dont
have to care
i love that i dont i love that ir eallyd ont
i love that i really dont
and i lovee that life hleps
hlife hleps me not car
its easy its eay to be aware
its
easy t
its easiier to choose not to think about it
than to think aout it
all day every day
to pick and pick and pick looking for something wrong
and i kno wthat is me i know thats on me
i know thats on me i know that i dont
have to
to htink about that i dont havet o think
about that irefu
refuse to suffer i refuse to suffer
i dont have to care
i have to refuse to care about anything
im tired of suffereing
suffering
and its time i stand up for myself
i
i love staning up
standing up for myself
and choosing to enjoy life
to allow
the energy of life to flow
through me
i know i can let it go
i know i can
let it go i can let it all go
i
dont have to care i don’t have to care
i dont
have
don’t have to care about anything
i don
don’t have to care about anything
i actually hate everyone and
everything i hate it i
i literally hate everyone
and everything
i hate trying i hate having o try
to feel good i hate
h
having to try to like people i dont hli
like having to try to love people
i dont have love
im tired of always having o try
im tired of feeling bad im tired of being mad
im tried
of being in a bad mood im so tired of eing in being in a
abd mood
of being crabby im so tired of being crabby all
all the time
of gine
being in a bad mood all the time
of hating everyone and everything around me
im so tired of hating everyting
of being mad at everything
i wasn’t like this
i wasn’t like this in the summer
and th
i know aht
whats causing it and i kno wthat
i love that i dont have to care
i
love that i know is ony
only me and i can take sp
s
tired of taking resposibility
i know i just need time
and time and space i know that i just
need time and sapce
and that time and space heals all
i know that time and space heals all
i know that time
and space heals all i know its only me
i know its only me
i kno wthat
i can just
release it all
nd just
kill myself
just chop off my heasd
that’s all i can do i
i know that all i can do is
is chop off my head
all i an
all i can do is chop off my head
its either that or go through life hating everyone
so tired of hating everyone
and every thing
so tired
so tired of it all so tired of it all
but i know the truth and
i can always come sb
come back
it feels good to cut the cord
to do the thing i know i should have
done all the other times
which is cut it loose and come
back to me
to know i dont know anyone e
anything that i can do whatever i want
i can allow freedom
to flow through me i allow freedome
i allow freedom
i allow freedom
i allow freedom
i allow freedom to flow
i allow freedomm to flwo
i allow freedom to flow
i dont care
i dont care what anyone
does what anyone says
it makes no difference
it doesnt matter what
anyone says
or does
or thinks
it makes no difference
it makes no difference
it makes no difference
i know im in there somewhere
i know
the real mae is in there somewhere
buried
under all the anger
resentment
dissapointment
irritability
annoyance
the real me is somewhere
maybe?
there is a version of myself
that can enjoy life?
that can have fuN??
is ther??
is there a kind verion of me
is there a sweet version of me
i dont know i dont know i cant find it
i dont know where it is i dont think
its there anyone i cn t find it
is there a nice version of me
is there any love in me is there any love in me
i dont know