when you search for it it’s not there

i can’t search for it
though i know it is there i know it is
there so why search for it

why strive for it?

just allow it to be and that
is my power
not finding it
and making it more

powerful

but allowing it to play out
its own power to be powerful
in itself without the restraints
of my

desire
attachment
judgement
strain

my power is allowing the
now to be the now and allowing
the rest to come to me

energetically
that is the work i am doing here

is not

finding something but
allowing it to be as it is
being brave enough to allow life

to be as it is to remember
this is my time this is my life
and i’m allowed

to enjoy it feels good to
feel waves of

i feel

waves of relief

i feel waves of relief and that’s
all i can ever do is feel wave of
relief and i know i can never try i can

never ever try
that is how i do my best never try

i’ve let the rest go and i am allowing life to
flow

through me

i love feeling good i love feeling
at ease in my life i love feeling at ease in my life
i love feeling the feeling of love i love that i
get to choose to love everyone

every thing i love that i
get to choose to love me i love that
i get to like myself i love
that i get to feel good now i love
that i get to make the choice to love myself

to send the signal of yes
and that is all that matters
it

i love you

i loveyou

i love you

i love this right now i love
tha tlife is good i love

waking up feeling good i love that
we are making it work i love

diving

into the stream i love that
i know every day is the best ever
and the best work
i can do is just

allowing the flow to flow through me

jumping

intot he flow
every moment saying thanks for the oments
i have thanks for solutions hanks
thanks for wanting
wanting to get out of hav

bed

having to get out of bed thanks for the flow
thanks for the

courage

to enjoylife as it is