Manifesto

the feeling work is the only work and the
feeling body that is me is my art
is my ultimate creation that is
always a single work in progress

with no waste and no expense it is the perfect project

I

is the masterpiece

I

as the masterpiece

god like me

god like me god is me
which is infinite
they
we

are one and the same
and that is nothing
and everything all at once.

here or there

it’s kind of like a puzzle
because the mind is
so

addicted

to thinking
to thinking
it can figure everything out
so like the puzzle
is to trick the mind
and its the mind that even
thinks its a puzzle

because it’s really not

it’s simple

it’s not a puzzle

it’s a switch

there aren’t pieces or steps
or

clues to figure out
or codes to crack

it’s a flip of the switch
on or off
in our out

here or there.

the more i dig

not dig but
allow that feeling to rise to the
surface
the more i feel the

dried up
papier mache
crack away revealing
the creamy

infinite

middle

brokenness

when the water isn’t moving

the essence is glass
and the mind breaks it

but without the mind imposing the brokenness

it reverts to glass

there’s no fixing of

mending of the glass
putting the glass together
there’s just the glass and then

belief that it is broken

or not

when you know it’s not broken
when the essence isn’t in pieces

then it’s glass.

rise

my mind and heart
hold the

puppet strings and as
i elevate them

they lift
the veil.

as they rise the
veil is lifted and they rise

simply by not being weighed down

not that i lift
them but i allow them

to rise.

none of that

i’m nothing
i’m everything
and i’m certainly

not what i spend most of my time
thinking i am

i’m more than that
i’m less than that i’m none of that
i’m none of anything
detached from everything
but then what is
the point there isn’t one

Energetic Weight

train my fcous
train my attention i’m training my focus

i’m training my attnetion
i’m training my attention
my attention has value
and what i give my attention to

adds value to that thing
or gives that thing value

am i giving attention to the things
that i want to increase in my life that i want to
show up more that i want to

add weight to?
or am i giving my most attention
to things i dont want to add to
that i actually dont want a all

but by giving them attention
i give them energetic weight
which keeps them around me instead of them

drifting away

deeper

i can sink so deep that nothing
can pull me out and at the bottom
of the infinite

i feel safe i feel protected i feel

calm

at the bottom i sink
to the bottom and when i can feel myself
struggling to come
up for air

struggling for breath
rather than trying to float to the top
i can sink to the bottom
of nothingness

the one that took that helicopter

unpacking he
the unconscious
unpacking life
and see

seeing it as a

dissected

erector

set

all he pie
the pieces at once
realizing that all those pieces
could come together
as anything
but

the way that they
ahppend to come
together in this
reality they way it is

was the exact

perfect
combination
to make

a helicopter.

critique

don’t confuse critique

with talking shit
or hating

or black magick

critique
is a discussion
of the

validity of the work
of art within
the world it occupies

and what other purpose would art have
than to solicit critique

to bring forth discussion?
of what it means
and what might possibly make it better

more relevant
more delicious

if art isn’t bringing forth
critique

it’s banal.

only good art is
worth speculating

Both

to be patient
to allow life to unfold
to not rush the worlds
to allow the word s to flow

flow effortlessly from
my hands from my body from my soul
from the beyond from the white

from the black

allow the words to pour forth
from both and just listen

become the inbetween

become both
transcend both

lift up
above black and white

where there isn’t either
and there’s always both

separate from

separateness

Sledding

so grateful to know that the other side
of the wave is always just up at the top of the
hill that there’s always the other side

and you have to climb the hill to sled down it
so does that make the climbing any less an
aspect of a very enjoyable sport
and sledding is fun

and climbing the hill is part of sledding
without the climb there is now going down
and never during sledding am i like

well

i have to climb this hill to do that
again …

that sounds hard,
i should just kill myself instead
because climbing that hill is too hard
and i shouldn’t have to climb the hill

i should just be back at the top
so rather than just get to climbing

i’m going to sit at the bottom and whine
about it instead
and in the time i am whining about it
i could have been walking up the hill

which is really not that
hard

and it builds up
the release

it’s fun it’s just as fun
as the sledding down in a way because
it is a part of the sport

so inherently

it is fun because the whole thing
is fun so every aspect of it

becomes fun

just accepted as part of it

neither good nor bad really

just part of it

am i really doing the work or just saying i’m doing the work

i know the best way to
‘make progress’

is to just talk myself through it
and through awareness i am able to let go
of thought patterns it feels like

i’m always

trying

to get there to get here
to get to the here and now
i’m always trying to get here and no

matter how HARD i try i can’t get above water
can’t feel like

i’ve made progress
and i know that trying
is what pushes it way

aways but

then what do i do then
but i know i’ts not
not bab
about oding it

it’s not about trying

it’s about the opposite
but it still feels like trying
but i guess this really doesn’t feel like trying

this feels like nice
easy conversation
allowing this feels like allowing and iknow that
is the feeling but how i do i allow
without tryig i know
i know it’s just there
but how do i get there i know i can’t
get there because it’s already here

but how

stop asking how i guess
because every time i ask how
it feels like trying but then
if i don’t ask how i feel like

i’m not doing the work i’m not
connected with god i’m not looking for
god if i’m not looking for god

how can i find it and i guess that
is the point because if i am looking for
it

i am looking for it making a version
where i am looking for it but
if i stop looking for it

it’s there.

poof

it’s only ever me it’s only
ever me and i get to choose
what to
do with

my energy
with my life with the way
i see my life and

i know that nothing
is ever acting on me

it’s acting through me
and if i don’t like

don’t like it

that means that i have the
ability
to like it
as much as i don’t like it
and as soon as i
like it as much as i
don’t like it
then poof

i don’t have a problem anymore.

The Back Yard

i can’t

for the life of me figure out
how to release that grip

on the hose

that is preventing the
water from flowing through

but then just like that
it does flow through

definitely when i’m not trying
to let go of the hose
the hose lets go of itself
and i get distracted

by the slip and slide

then the hose is free to spray
every which way and usually

all over everything

creating quite the show but
also a mess along the way

so then i see the mess and i

immediately grab the hose and
cut it off again

relegating myself to hose
control instead
of enjoying the water rides

with
the other
angels.

why?

why focus on something
that got wet and will eventually

dry?

instead of enjoying all the
fun the water is making?

and why insist on cutting off
the supply of water?

eliminating the mess, yes
but also the fun

and then what is left?
a senseless job
and a summer in the

hot sun.

as long as i am

sending a signal of

not
having
something

that is what life
will show me but when i

change
my
tune

i’ll see it was right
there the whole time i was just
refusing

to look
at it

the one and only creator

i know the one and only truth i know the one and only truth
i know the power ofme i know the
that i am the one and only creator of me i know that i can feel getter
beter i believe in myself i believe in myself i believe in myself

i believe in the poer of me i know that i can choose to feel
beter
i know that i can feel better

there has to be a way

god’s plan

all i can do is trust god’s plan all i can do is allow
all i can do is allow life

say yes to life life all i can do is say yes
to life all i can do is say yes to my own life

all i can do is say yes to my own life

to the flow of life to flow
the flow of life to the flow
of life to the flow of life
to the flow

of life all i can do is say
yes to the flow of life to the flow of

life

all i can do is all i can do is say yes to the flow of life
all i can
do is
say yes to the flow of life
to the flow of life to the flow of my own life

all i can do is say yes
to the flow of my own life

all i can do is say yes to
the flow the flow of life the flow of life
the flow of life
the flow of life
the flow of my own life all i can do is live

all i can do is say yes
to the flow of my own life

all i can do is say yes to the flow of my own life
to the flow of my own life
to the flow

of my own life all i can do is say yes to the flow
of my own life

to gods plan all i can do is surrender and say yes all i can
do is surrender and say yes

all i can do is surrender and say yes and
surrender and say yes all i can do is
surrender and say yes

i say yes to life to the flow of life
to the flow of life
to the flow of life to the flow

of i trust gods plan i trust the flow
of life i trust the flow of life
i trust the flow of life
i trsut
the

flow of life i trust the flow of life i trust
life i trust life i trsut the god self i rust the
unfolding of life i trust the unfolding
of life

i trust the flow
unfolding of life i love that i get to move on with my life
i love that
i get to get more out of life i i love that
i get to do this work focus on this work
i love that i get to focus on this work

i love that i get to focus on this work

say yes ot getting what you want
say yes to feeling free say yes to cutting loose
say yes

to feeling free say yes to
feeling free
sayyes to

feeling free sayyes to
feeling free to feeling free

to evolving say yes to evolving say yes to evolving sayyes to moving on

say yes to upgrading sayyes to allowing myself to exist yes

say yes to allowing myself to exist

say yes to the god self say yes to everything that is

say yes to everything this

surrender to flow the flow of life

celebrate getting what i want

celebrate
feeling free
celebrate feeling free

not a slave

not a slave to how someone else acts i dont have to care i can
i dont have to care i can always come back tot eh god self i dont have to care my power is not caring my pwer is in my not aring my power is in mnot caring i dont have to care i dont have to care i dont i never have to care i never th ahve to care i never have to care i never

have to care i never have to care i never
haveto care
to care i never have to care

i have to choose not to care and just
take care of mysef
just take care of me i have to choose not to care
i have to choose to nto care i anve to let go of caring i have to choose not to care i have to choose to not care i have to choose not to car

i have to let it go i have teo oo to chose to feel good any way i have tochoose
to not let it affect me

i have to choose to not
care

i can do it

i can feel the power of me i can stop being a slave and decide how i want tofee
to feel i can feel better now i can choose how i want to feel i can choose what i want to look for i can get out of the way and allow life i can do it i can do it

i can i i know i know i can i i know i can i know
i know i know i

i know the power of me i know its not outside
i know its not the happeneing i know its not
whether or not i spend time
i know that i dont want to anyway i just want to feel good in myself i just
want to feel good in myself
i want to feel good i want to feel

i can always jump back into the flow
i can always feel the flow i can always make
progress i can always
i an always feel the god sel ffeel the truth i can always feel for the truth i can always allow life to flow i can say yes to life i can say yes to life to the flow of life to the timeing of life i can always say yes to life

i believe in myself i believe in god i believe in my intuition i believe in
i believe in the flow of life i believe in the flow of life life of god i know god i know that its me its what i picture i know its up to me what i
idecie to look for i knwo its only ever me i know its only ever me
i know its only ever me i knwo its me i knw its me

i know its the the flow of lfi i can lie let the rest go i knwo i dont have to care i knwo i dont have

to care

thank youfor the flow of life
flowing through me thank you for the flow
of life flowing through me
thank you for the flow
of life flowing through me

thank you for the flow for the flow for the

its e its me its me
and i can break free i can take my power back right now i can take my day
back
right now i can take my day back right now i can taek my poewr back right now im

not a slave inm not a slave to other peoples actions i
im not a slave to circumstance

i am god i am god only i decie i decdei to say yes to than
to that to know that its in my favor to know its going to help me i know that even if i dont think i can i can alwys turn it around i can always turn it around

i can do this i can

i know i can feel good now i know i can
feel good dn
now i can i can do this i can do this i can choose not to care i can choose the god self o
over and over again i can go back to the god self i can always fall back to how god would feel i can always remember to feel how god would feel to say yes to life to say yes to life to remember i dont need a n
a thing from anyonei can always just i can always just
feel how god feels i know that
i knoat ht that i can do this i can trun the boat again i can trun the boat again

its time to level up and do the
and live the life i want to life
to live the life i so called want to live
to drop into my life to dorp into my life to choose where i allow my mind to go to choose if i allow my mind to go to stand up to me thoughts and at least im here at least im here

i’m here im doing the work im
refusing to suffer im here refusing to suffer im
here remembering it doesn’t matter
im

here letting it go im here not letting anything affect im here not caring im here im here not letting anything

break

my bond with the god self with beint the god w self and i know i dont
have to care id on thave to care
all i can do is enjoy each day
and

be grateful for what i have
i win when it doesnt affect me
i win when it doesnt matter i win
i konw its so easy to choose to not xare to flip the swicth
switch

refuse to suffer and celebrate life
let life let life do its wth
thing allow the miracles

i know i know i know i know its me
its me its me first its always
me fist its
always me first

first i feel it first i feel it
its not outside me its not outside me
its not outside me

i know i know

i know the power ofme i know my power i know its what
i know im always creating it i know im always
creating life i know im
always

i know my power and im not giving it aware
i

away
i dont have to care
i dont h
care what happens i can
feel good on my own i can laways have a good day no matter what happens i can have a good day

because im the cat

i know i can trust life i know that i can choose the feeling the feeling of me the feeling
of me is all there is an di can

skip right to it
the feeling of me is all there is
and i can always skip right to feeling it ican always ck
ski[

i know its me creating it is all there

is te only truth what i look for what i imagine what
i imagein
what i imagine
what i

imagine

i know its only ever me i know what i picture in my
mind i see i know what i feel i
live wh

first i feel it then i live it and its pu to me to make the

because im the cat and i know im the creator i know that what
i see in my mind is whats going to happen and i have control fo
over what i see in my mind i know that i get to choose how i feel
only i get to choose what i look for only i get to
choose my mindset only i get to choose what i look for only i get to

choose hwat i look for

and its mych
choice howi feel its my choice what i create
and nothing can sotp that nothing cans tp the that one and only truth the one and only law i love that i knwo that i get to choose that i get to choose my own peace that i get to choose the feeling of me that i knwo that i can’t fore
ce life all i can do is is allow life all i can do is allow life i

all i can do is allow life to unfold to say yes to life to fultivate the feeling of awareness of understanding how life works
all i can do
i
do is understand

i know that i know that i picsute it and then it is and its ahppening
whether i try to control it or not its up to me ow i feel its up
tome what i kook at look at its pu to me wha ti look at its upt ome what i picture in my inds eye its up
upto me what i picture its up to me what i wxpect

and now that and i
and know and celebrate it and know it and know it

grateufl to be here fixing my lif fixing my outol
look saying yes to what is saying yes to wha is

i know the power of me and the power of my visoin
i know its easy to bet back to my ower its easy to bet
get mback to my power its easy to get back to my power
its easy to get back to my power to rememer the power of me the ower

the power of my vision the power of my hoice and i know that i can look for what i want to see i can feel what i want to feel and i cna trust the unfolding of things the ins and outs o of life

its me and i know it i know the poer of life i know the power
of my conscious creation and no one can stop me from it no one can take my power no one can take the power i have to feel the flow flowing hrough me to rust life to rust the unfolign of life to trust the feeling i feel that i get to feel it and only i get to decide how i go thorugh life feeling i get to go through life i feeling good i can always flip the swtich ican always do the
this work i can always

allow life to flow i can always allow life to flow

i can live how
as if i can always live as if i can always get out of the
way of the flow flowing through m of the god self flowing thourh me i can always say yes to the gos self flowing throuh me i can

i can always

i can always feel the feeling of yes i can always feeling the feeling of god being on my side of life being in
on my side of knowing i can always
feeling the feeling
of knowing i can
c
always hcoose
the feeling of knwoign
i adn its always in my

in me i know its always in me i know its always in me

when i choose the goe self
whe i
hsoos
choose the god self i choose the s
gthe god self i choose the
go
god self i choose the god self flowing
through me i choose self worht i s
choose self worth

its up to me and even if i just stop thinking tha
thats better ta
than most thoughts

im excited
to feelthe feeling of me
to feel the passion of me im

to fee lm y poewr again to bring my powre back im
excited to bring my power back im excited to bring my power back im
excited to being my
power back to feel the
to feel the feeling o fknow oknowin the god self that al
e
eveyrthing unfodls perfeclty in the flow
that the tao does nothing i knwo that the tao does nothing
and i love that i know that i get to celebrate it that wha i pictue in what i decide i want to de
to do what i decie in my minds ey

i knwo i get to choose i love that i get to choose
i love

that i get to choose
i love that we

that i now its me and i get to choose what i create or dont
and i get to choose what i think about or dont

i get to choose teh poer of me i
can always choose the poer of me

ram

i want to feel better
i want to feel good i ewnat to feel happy i want to feel satisfied in mylife
not mad i awnt to feel happy

i want to feel hwppy i want to feel good i want to feel happy i want to f

feel happy i want to feel happy i want to feel good
i want to feel the flow i want to feel the god self
i want to feel the god self

i want to feel the god self and i know how o
to feel the god self i know i know i
that i now how ot ot o feel my power again i know that i now how to feel my pwer
[ower again

i want to be better than this i want to be better than this
i want to be able to handle lie i
i want to not care i want to not care i want to know
the truth remember the truth i want to rememer the truth

i know im better than this i now im better than this
i nkow that life is a cohice ohw i feel is i cohice what i lookat it is a choice how i take things is a choice i knwo its im i know i kno
i can feel my way to the bersion i prefer to be i get tofocus ont he version i prefer to be

the only work

is the feeling for work is the feeling work the only work is the
feeling work the only work is the perception work
is the consciousness work i know that i can
do real work in consciousness
i can do real work

from inside from the point of awreness i can transform through awreness

the only transformation
is through awareness

am i aware am i aware of how life works i just ask mysefl is this how i want to feel and the nd ecie to feelhow i want to feel andits easety
to feel good to feel the way i nwat to feel its way to ask myself howi want to feel
and i have to take responsiblity for making someithng more
from my life if i wnat more from life
thts thats on em thats on me
if i want more from my life
thats on me

i wish i had someone to talk to

someone who actually cared about how i felt
someone who actually wanted to
take the time and understand how i feel

someone who actually cares how i feel and wnats to help me
someone who actually cares about me

i’m mad

but what do i prefer

its like a switch in me
and once it gets flipped
i can’t flp it back
and im stuck like this im
stuck mad
and i dont even want to get free
becaues i feel so righteous in my anger

what am i doing to going to do what am i going to do
i have to find a way to get past it i have to gi
figure out what to do

why do i care so much

PLEASE GOD PLEASE EHLP ME PLEASE GOD PLEASE HELP ME

i just want to have a good day i just wnat to feel good i just
want to feel happy i just want to have a good day but i can’t becuase i

i can have a good day just for me
doing whatever i want doing whatever the fuck i want
feeling however the fuck i want can
i can have a good day just for me feeling however
i want i can have a good day just for me
i can have a good day just for me and im the only one that can decide
to have a good day
im the only one that can decice to have
a good day

i never have to care

i dont have to get mad just do me
i never have to get mad just do me
all i can do is so me id
is do me is do what i feel is do whta i feel all i can do is so
do what i feel

i dont have to care i can just allow them to do whatever they
want on their path of destruction

i dont have to care i dont have to do anything
i can do whatever i want i can do whtaever i want and i dont have to care
i dont have to care i do
can do me here a

all i can ever do is fous on
focus on how i want to feel instead
all i can ever do is focus on how i want to fele instead
i

i really hate her
bad really bad
like as aperson
i fucking hate her

and i dont want to be around her
and i dont have to

because getting mad doesn’t
is a waste of energy but what i can do is
feel

is feel how i want to feel i can make the choice to feel how i want to feel

i can always make the choice to feel how i want to feel to act how i want to act

i can always make the choice to
feelhow i want to feel
i do thave to do anything in that yard ever again

i
dont
have
to

i dont have to care i dont have to care i dont have to care
i dont have
to care i dont have to care

how would i prefer to feel

how would i prefer to feel
how would ip refer to feel

i can always choose to feel how i prefer
i can always choose
to let go ofr
forever i don thave to care about a single one of those plants i dont have to care
about s
aa single thing in this house

i dont have to care about a single thing that ahppens

i
dont
hae
to
care
and id
its my job to not care
i never to care i never have o care
i never have to care

all i can do is do the work and decide how i want to be how i want to spend mytime how i want to spespend
my time spend my time
spend my time

i’m here now doing the only work that matters
and i dont have to care doun about anything outside here and now

i never have to care
i never have to care
i j
can just be aware i can just be awre
i can just be aware

i can always choose awareness
i can always choose awareness
i can always choose awareness

i dont have ot hink about anything else i can just say thnk you and move in the way that feels good to me i can just say yes
and

yes
and thank you all i can say yes is yes and thank you
i just realized i dont he have to care i never have to care i never have to care

i can do something else i dont have to say a word just be just be who i want to be just be who i wnat to be
thats’ all ic and i

i could be so happy
wihtout her

its never them its never them its never them
it pissed me off it fucking pissed me off i dont want advice from
a delusional fucking nut bag